lil space of QUEENb

Sunday, April 29, 2007Y

DOWN DOWN DOWN the drain is how i feel now!
so many damn projects on hand.and a homework which i am so clueless about!
OMG.and _ _-_ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _ __ keep telling me things which seriously irritates me!i am already feeling veri vexed le and they still do this to me!omg.
i had already made myself very clear.please don't make me do something which will hurt him and her even more!
my smile is only left with 1/100th!please don't take away the last 1%!

我知道你身边有一个人看着爱隔着一道玻璃门每天都劝自己能这样静静看你就够了心情很乱能怎么办爱情不是故意的不想挑战另外一个人又阻止不了心里狂奔的列车不知不觉爱上了可是能跟谁说呢早晨醒来突然发现雨季开始了不管值得不值得学会爱的第一课原来流到心里的泪苦苦的这世界没有想象的单纯我不懂什么时候开始的也许是爱上你说她的时候眼里的认真

smile.love
beebee

ends at 12:19 AM

Friday, April 27, 2007Y

HMM.stupid fairy god-brother!!i never update u make noise.update u also make noise!!WHAT CRAP!!smack u lorr.

STUPID LA.WHAT A DAY.erm.for yesterday and today.aren't really having a great time these few days!!hmmm.
firstly got was sort of kick out of pagaent because i had to leave early due to acting course.or because of some hidden reason which i must act i don know.hm.felt super embarrassed when the whole world like knew about it!and acting course started at 8.i seriously felt like dieing.and i message somebody who said that he is the consultant and wishes to bring happiness to everybody.BUT.he DIDN'T replied me.telling me what he didnt knew what to reply.PISSED OFF.but looking at his most ke lian de face made me wanna to laugh and wanna to forgive him.omg.yes.that flower can be consider as a forgiveness.but no second time le.if not u message me i sure don wan to reply you de.stay away from me!!haha.
being praised by melissa and him.omg.they say i got nice and big eyes.WHICH IS NOT TRUE LA. omg.if i have it.i will sure electric all of u.WAHAHA.but still thanks for the compliment.it really made my day.though its ending =)

had lunch @ SIMthe onli meal of the day.had flower arrangement session 2 today.had an A for it.wahaha.so the damn nice okay.the teacher was a bit stern and a bit niang.but overall he is a good teacher since he always give me As.wahaha.damn happy.hee.

i seriously need to slim down!!

smile.love
beebee

ends at 5:36 PM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007Y

SHERMAN can't wait for me to post.i'm sorry la fairy god-brother.fairy god-sister seriously getting crazy le.so many things, pack up in my brain.i felt so tight.

hmmm.
firstly i wan to thank all my BEloves who had wished me and blessed me.and specially the presents given by all.was really grateful and how glad i was born in this world.
GRATEFULLY to: weiyi,eejia and sherlyn for the wonderful early birthday celebration and present.though some blur blur things happen.photos will be uploaded soon!i promise =) and not forgetting the rest of the ex-thai accent people! LOVE YOUR LOTS =)
: gary-taima,for that seriously OMG sunflower surprise from you =).i love sunflowers. and that still-not-arrived clothes!
: enhuadar and shunhongdage for that wonderful and lovely bear bear! hug it everyday =)
: chunrendar,siyun and vanessa for the BUBBLE T-SHIRT and the HAVANN which i have longed. wearing it with ur cares =)
: fianlly touched by the bithday song sung by all LANCELOT @ jiv's house =)
CONCLUSION:i am fainting with loves from all of you =))

school started wonderfully.with all the ice breakers and making of new friends.all of them are just as crazy as i am.AND I MISS MELISSA who has tranferred to NYP. :(
LINGZHI is the new nick name given by the class.erm.some kind of rare and expensive herb.there's GINSENG TOO.together we form the chinese herb family. all my lectures were fun and joyful.not much things learnt yet.but started some practical and i seriously hate learning things about soil.but i love the flower arrangement class[though it ittitates me at times] and the classes by mr chow! =))

IAC and COMMUNICATION TOOL was another 2 subject which i dislike.but what i enjoyed most is the time i had with my project group mates!I LOVE THEM TOO =)
they touched me most with their sincerity and understanding.i sprain that stupid vein of mine.erm.another long story.ask me another day.and i couldnt walk much.no heels and no covered shoe.and we were suppose to meet @ the E-MART where climbing of that ER MEI SHAN is needed.so i told them i couldnt make it.but they came down just to take my belongings and help me up to the place there.and whenever there's stairs they will always be there to hold on to my hands. =)) AW!!!

so many things are just packed in my mind.AW.I HATE EVEN WEEKS!!lesson till 6pm almost half of the week.need to check this and that.need to reserch this and that.need to come back home before curfew.need to buy this and that.need to remind this and that.need to explain this and that.need to think of what to wear this and that.need to plan this and that.FINALLY.need to handle this and that.

RELATIONSHIP!!FRIENDSHIP!!
sorry!ahpui,huikai and chuanzhi,always pangseh you guys.but i seriously didnt mean it la.i know ur guys will understand me de right =)

enhua and shunhong.thanks for being there for me always.u guy are those whom i will remember and treasure till the end of my life.you guys will always tried ur best to be by my side whenever i need you.though teasing from ur is what i seriously hate.but it still brighten up my days. =) that two brothers that who are just like the right and left angel of mine.AW.so sweet.just wouldnt fall with u guys around!the always sister of urs =)

smile.love
beebee

i felt totally confused and cheated.should i believe or should i not.i felt guilty over saying those words to both of you.u were hurt and i was.but i don't think we shloud carry on.sharpness stinging on me whenever i think of it.looking into ur eyes made me felt stupid.listening to your crying voice made me felt like a baddy.hope just to stay away from both of you.i seriouly hate to be hurt.i can't be hurt.that's why i hate to have any happy moment with you.because it hurts her.it may be selfish.love maybe selfish.but i think i will just let it go.i may just feel much more even better.let me go will you?or u will just wait for me?don't her.coz i will hurt you more!

ends at 11:16 PM

Friday, April 13, 2007Y

stefanie and bee
after new haircut!!
CHEEKY

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WAHOOO.went out with weiyi on tuesday.though its like 3 days late but still postable la.we went bugis to do menicure.i was like damn taitai le la.after wad nassa they all always say.hee.and i seriously enjoy it.hmmm.must find myself a rich guy.kinda used to the life of being materialistic.hmmm.after that went vivocity."vivo kids ma"ate at thai accent.went crazy around.then went kitchen.they were like"WHAO.rebecca.u are back!!"and with that shocked shocked face.haha.not bad not bad.hee.then everybody was kinda surprise to saw weiyi with home clothing too.she look totally diff.yea.I AGREED TOO!!hee.then walk around and i went off with stefanie.hee.we skipped our modelling lesson. =))

smile.love
beebee

ends at 11:08 AM

SMILE
CRACKY
HEE
SMILE
LALALAALA
WAHAHA

PEACE
SWEET =))
SEE!she loves my hair

CHEESE!!ahaha.playful!!

ends at 10:53 AM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007Y

bee and junmei
she's adorable isn't she?

ANOTHER PLAYFUL ONE!!
jif and bee

one really sweet senior
WAKEKEKEKE!!
another picture of me and michael

he really has got big eyes

like fishball =P

that naughty desmond

silly ugly betty!!

bee and samuel

one hot guy!!
LALALALAA
justin and bee

he always love to observe my flabby arms!!omg
LANCELOT!!
wahaha.SEE!!

see.that's what i mean!

love this picture!!

he always do stupid face

and take my cam and run about taking stupid pics!!
chekwhye and bee

love calling him teckwhye.hee.

handsome handsome!!

bee and joanne

look alike huh?

of course!

we are cousins!!

haha

bee and nurra

she's always the sweetest

clever people do stupid things!!

bee and beatrice

they always make us laugh like hell

and always make me do stupid stuffs

bee and kelvin

smell his armpit!!haha

bee and mak mak

PIMPLE KING

bee and rusell

his always scare of my tickles.wahaha!!

andy and bee

his eyes are always small!!

michael and bee

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007Y

more photos coming up.!!

smile.love
beebee

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bee's kuku face and marks's!!

smell kelvin's armpit=0

LANCELOT'S GL

bee and her sexy makmak=))

bee and russel
sexy face!!

LANCELOT

ALPHA!!

haha.behind michael.love this pic

together with makmak face!! see how sexy mark face is

my cap and beatrice's sunglasses
my sexy darling beatrice and bee=))
my sweetie chloe and bee =))
I LOVE YOU LANCELOT!!

<3>

that guy who always bluff me

xinghan and bee

look at his sexy face

bee and jones

my artwork

SEXY GUYS HUH!!

ends at 12:22 AM

Saturday, April 07, 2007Y

HELLO BABES AND HUNKS.your dearest bee is back from camp.
EXCITED BAH.can ask mi out le.but ur will be damn surprise la.i am burn and my voice changed.i got sunbrun.turning browner and sore throat.ouch right.hee.
first day
i was super high and excited about going to camp.then meet up with laiying.jean and rebecca.excitedness faded when we waitied crazily for them @ the bus-stop but they didnt came.guess wad they were already in there.then saw a few of my seniors in charge of the camp.non recognise me.omg.o ya.@ the busstop.i saw this girl with hot pants and cross back tank top with a super big luaggage la.i was like thinking"u here for camp or seducing?"then my patience was like finished.ask rebecca to leave too.then i calle"you""i couldnt recognise u"and i said"i saw u moving in front of mi up and down"and he"u ar.super naughty.nv call me."and he pat my head.haha.SWEET! =)d michael.he was likewent in.sat on the floor.with a super cute guy behind me.but sadly he wasnt in my group.then.saw the other group leaders(gl)same.non recognise me.till cheryl and winnie."u are rebecca,joanne's cousin"YEA.slowly all recognise.wahoo.and when we were queing up for our team.they don allow mi to be in my cousins team.but is alright.i survived and enjoyed thru lancelot.wahoo.cheers.introduction.games.was fun but @ the same time boring.SUP:ER okay!
had serious headache in the night.from front to back.went to welfare room to rest.then wake up.talk.laugh.sleep.then first aider finaly came after an hour.i almost die.he just gave me lemsip for flu and a don know wad pill.okay.it was zinc and vit c.it didnt recover la.then sleep again.talk.THEN.one my fren came in.omg.she was from my grp.she was screaming and crying.i couldnt move so ijust turn and stare.ah.i couldn sleep.finally pulled to 1 corner then can slp.but still she made me feel like crying.but i couldnt contact my cousin.got cousin like no cousin.SAD.woke up.
day2
FEVER.yvonne says that.then my cousin touch.and her reaction was like "don tell me u got fever"PISS OFF.also not i wan de.BLEAGY!!went to have breakfast still.sweat.and fever boom.gone.hee.had fun with all the games.SOAPS.WATER.everythings.hurt my hand.BLISTERS.almost like 5 cents.smaller though.hee.went for modelling then.3.5 inches de heels.walk like mad la.cris cross.pose.aw.mad.
day3
camp.booked in.saw them carrying water guns and water bombs.correct.its the day for water games.threw water bombs like crazy.and shot people like crazy.guess wad.got 1 guy throw water bomb @ my waist.a girl spray my bum.and somebody spray my breast.WA.OUCH.yes.and i told them my BACK INSTEAD PLEASE.had this great luff over it la.POOL was next.one manage to have 1 game.because of the rain la.stupid sia.omg.then dinner.MASS DANCE was next.yea.my partner GREG.this very handsome,cute and gentleman.hee.then in the night is erm.campfire,and cheers.finally the day when all our screams are appreciate.even the old old.guest-of-honour-was impressed by us.hee.CHEERS.then ice cream.then hot dance.was moving and grooving.wahooo.THEN.i was bua=grind.omg.my back and bum turn numb.then dance with my female gl.wwhao.she was hot.i was too.i was praise.hee.i learn dancing.hello.hee.then it was 4 am already.didnt sleep.but i was tired.o ya.i forgot.i got a new girlfriend.a model too.same bdae with me too.pretty too.hee.slept @ the track for a while.then got this itchy itchy feeling.woke up.they were all drawing my legs.omg.fine.wide awake.hee.then its my turn.i drew lots of people la.had so much fun.and.thanks michael for allowing me to draw on you.hee.felt guilty.coz i sat beside u while u were sleeping and people started to come and drew on u.face and everywhere.hee.tried.slept @ 6 plus an hour.went to shot balls.then talked.and that dumbdumb check whye drew on me.coz i wanna to drew on him.he wrote."free sex.please call his no."omg.then he just draw all over my legs.and i drew all over his hands and legs.and kelvin came disturbing.so.hee.but he resisted.so it just just a one mark line.he grab me.i pushed him.haha.and.my naughty naught nerves on the line again.went drawing all the guys sleeping.wahaha.wad free sex and condom.my bee and other stuffs.they were all like.WHAT.hee.SO FUN.and FINALLY it was the last time for mass dance.i knock greg butts.haha.butt fight.hee.then songs.it made me cried.we all hugged together.i hugg my cousin too.omg.non stop crying.gifts.and lotsa of guys.so warm and nice la.but michael.u are too tall la.haha.okay.and that's for all of my camps la.still got lotsa but ur will sure bored out.hee

THANKS FOR ALL THE HUGS.CARES.LOVES AND CONCERN.
BEE LOVES IT!!

smile.love
ahbeebee

ends at 1:13 AM