lil space of QUEENb

Sunday, May 27, 2007Y

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whao!
should be studying at home yesterday but honey called me and as me to join boyfriend they all at suntec and i was sort of tempted.wanna to be with them and also to go shopping also!!so dated honey and dear.we went esplanade instead.guess what.i was wearing my new sunglasses.super nice and its the only piece.levis lady style okay!hee.happy daooo!!
then ah then ah.finaly reach le.so happy.i was like earlier than beatrice.she took cab eh.tian ah!then all three of us have the sunglass on our head and camhore!hee.saw them.omg.boyfriend seriously look like cooked baked lobster la.hot hot too!like my own personal oven.woots.the rest too!sophia has got 2 different colour on her tighs!ooo man!
shop around esplanade.erm.raffles city!then saw mummy and darling make fun of me!害me feel so the embarrassed!then then.waste time at starbuck then then take bus to cein.BUT!!we got lost.was walking around.round and round chinatown!hee.then was holding on to boyfriend and darling.woots.not bad right.left got one.right got one.woots.
then saw amelia and her mummy on the bus.didn't know till boyfriend tell me.alamak.
finally at cein.no pastamania.but got yoshinoya.alamak!but still alright la.saw hankee they all.shocked.thought she put make-up.seriously she should not put her hair up la!alamak
all leave one by one and then onli left 5 of us to E-max there.and finally chose BOA to watch.but i got to reach home by 1130.hee.but in the end.1158.woots!hmm.the feeling was great with boyfriend.got scare by that stupid russ hand!ooops. =)haha.someone.somewhere!shhh!and no disturb of my ear if not i will make u go ohmmmmmm.wahahaha.

loves and kisses
beebee

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i snatch his turtle and gave him my shark!

heegee

WEE!

all of us in our 便装

us with our cutecute animals

ghostly

hee!

he's trying to kill me but i am like smiling sweetly

with my girls

yea man!my second clothing

don't know why but i like this photo

nice right

posey

used to and current partner

don eat me.don eat me

he's just listen to me.and look at the camera

us with mummy!

woots

the fortunate girl

bangbang

the whole of us!

chengcheng and me

oops.thats the another side of him

i don;t know what we are trying to do

ah.help me

i am HAHAing okay!

before practise

starting to warm up

with benjamin-that banana man

my dear-beatrice

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Saturday, May 26, 2007Y

thought it thru!
fogive
big hearts
esplanade!

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BOO!!!
yea man!i watched pirates le.with tehtehboyfriend.joanne.dear and hongsheng!woots.so the damn nice la.listen to the songs will make me recall of the times we shared in pageant training.but to dear is another thing.that 2 months of hers!oo man.long long long!hope she have been more mature over these 2 months!hope that she will change and think it true.aw!
i guess i am seriously far more fortunate than anybody like wad tehteh says!
and tehteh too!
real sweet!
biaojie!i was sweet too right!i lighten you neck stiffness!i guess
and my mucle ache like hell la!went for canoe training.streching.100push-ups.running.gyming.pull up.picking of money!whao.AW!seems tired huh.but i enjoyed it like lots!yea.hee.
bought clothings and my clothings arrived.love it.ooman.haven post pictures.!alamak!
disppointed in honey.confession from dear!laughing gas.ethychloride!i hate you!
爱一个人需要缘分你何苦让自己越陷越深别傻得用你的天真去碰触不安的灵魂每一天只能痴痴的等爱一个人别太认真你受伤的眼神令人心痛没有一个人非要另一个人才能过一生你又何苦逼自己面对伤痕我知道你很难过感情的付出不是真心就会有结果别问怎么做爱才能长久这道理有一天你会懂我知道你很难过昨天是恋人今天说分说就分手别问你的痛要怎么解脱多情的人注定伤得比较久爱若变成了刺思念也成了痴也许心碎是爱情最美的样子!
i am going to sing this song to both of you!
i will try to forgive honey!but i guess.i need lots of courage!

loves.kisses
beebee

that tight hand!=)

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007Y

aw!had my first common test in ngee ann.soil science i love you!and yes.u are finally gone.my new love.plants nutrition and hydoponics!yes i will love you!ooman! X)
had so much fun with my classmates each day.ginseng is so the damn scare of my long and pointed fingers now!tickletickle.i love the lift and i love my fingers.
couldn't really do practical today.because of that stupd grass.long grass.anybody who know me well will know that i am"NO GRASS NO DUST!"yes.miss out my horizons!gonna post all the pictures later.i promise.hopnite.cage del mar and my pose on the roots.woots.hee.okay.back to perspectives.shake shake shake.weight weight weight.that's what i always do to the soil.yeaman!hee.
phew.lesson was fast.done.off to library.looking for ms joanne biaojie.always late!had small arguments with smelly beng and justin.booked for lunch with them and boyfriend.yeaman.watch 3 movie in 30 mins.woots.another interesting story.HEE!then princess dairy2 and then proceed to find boyfriend and throw him my bag and off to gym orientation with joanne.so the fun la.and that bing bing bong bong of the weight.scare me sia!alamak.feel super awkward in there.with guys starring at me like nobody's business.HELLO!i know i am with skirt for GYM ORIENTATION but i didnt know that i will be going.alamak.last minute last minute.but still.love the new gym.
then finish fast fast.off to 4th floor again.take bag.bully boyfriend then off home sweet home!
had scolding for some phonebill rubbish.and off with dinner.
YEPS!!curry vegetable.my loves!woots.

haiyoyo.so many happy things had happen.same for the bad things.
is friendship really that weak between us?has been the question in my brain for a while.is friendship just that much.making us of each other?hmmm.i hope not!i guess i am just a failure in handling friendships!sick and sick and sick.!
i guess i am just bad at everything!so what if i have everything i want in the world?
BUT!
anyway.i am a very positive girl.
AND WHO CARES!
i have got my dearest cousins by my side.my fishball boyfriend.my dear and darlings!

loves and kisses
beebee

if u think that silence can let everything fades.so be it.and i agreed to it!because i guess i am happy with my life now!and i guess u will too!with small chats with him.will brighten up your moods for a year.which is much more better than the times we sepnt in shoppings!

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Sunday, May 20, 2007Y

WOOTS!have this sudden urge to blog.hate studying soil science la.so the omg.weathering.formation.chemical.biological.physical.blah blah blah!HEADACHE.but still must study.tmr common test.okay.i am a perciver.last minute work will achieve better results.that's me.ahem.
thought of studying it yesterday but instead went out with them.went to change my precious mango skirt.phew lucky can change if not there goes my $75.then bought some wash.then off to starbucks to find beng and bf.tickle them.they were sleeping.woots.AH!dear we always the same.no wonder twins huh.sexy white top and blue jeans with whao whao heels.letting down of long hairs.hee.love cheesecake.ALL THE SAME.
i am glad that u had it prepare.i guess u will let it go if the results is not what u wan. dear rememeber dear will be here for you!
hmmm.then off to vivo when they all went back school for ming's concert.as usual shopping while waiting for gary,nassa,yun and weilin.bought lots of things and proceed to st.james power station .NO!is the road beside it!waited for 20 minutes alone.like an idiot.leg hurts like hell.SOB!
then CAFE DEL MAR! what a place.shiok.love it man.order somethings to eat.but couldnt really see what we were eating la.guess all eatable with no extra ingredients!wahahahahahahahaha.
had some beer,lychee martini and some others.AH YES.was being questioned by them.and i question them back too!whao.
yun and weilin on the attached road.!!finally!!
left nassa and me.hee. =)
gary don need to say de la.he will have his someday later!
felt so tired that i slept in the car.reach le also don know.
lay flat on the bed.never bath never wash face.AHEM.i woke up 10 minutes later to bath and wash up.but flat again.though waiting for bf's message.it came.but WAHAHAHAHAHA!!
and yes.was warn again.i promise not to do it again.tell you first before i drink and not sleep already then say goodnight.get what i mean.woots.

love and kisses
beebee

it doesn't really matter to me anymore.think what u want to think and say what u wan to say.i decided to hop and top around.scandals?rumors?can i say"who cares"as long as i know what i am doing.i may have change.yes.blame i on all the fate and factors which u don't even know.i have become stronger and much more independent.i think i have decided to move forward.so please so do you!

even though u have asked me about that boyfriend question thingy.i say no.i guess u will still doubt me.if u think that i am.so be it.ya.i guess in the part of a realtionship u will hate me.but as a friend it wouldnt be that bad huh.i believe that continuing to let him know that u are there.you will sincerely touched him.stupid and stupid and still stupid!=)

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Thursday, May 17, 2007Y

AW!!ever since school starts i feel that i have changed a lot.broken up deep inside.even gary feels that too.but i seriously starting to love my course though sometimes seriously relunctant to study.seriously killing my brain cells.HEE!!
my classmates are like my loves now.they simply just rock!WOOTS
love hanging out with boyfriend and darlings and buds.though because of late hanging out i almost got beatings but i think hm.i enjoyed it.wahaha.alamak!getting crazier.after that sad sad incident i feel that i become much more stronger and discover how the damn stubborn i am and how great and nice boyfriend is.wahaha.TOUCHED!
hmmm.problems occuring for my dear and darling mel.i seriously hope that ur will settle it yourself.i have already tried my very best by explaining and listening to your and my conclusion is that ur should just let ur heart bring u along and walk the path down strongly!
I WILL STAY BY YOU!LOVE YOU =)
oo gosh.getting more and more blur.i mix up lots of people birthay!ooman.i need a chill pill.hee.
oo gosh.chengcheng knows damien they all.singapore is so small!i was like that school sounds famililar but i just couldnt rememeber!and yes.his my pageant partner.that super handsome partner of mine.gosh!how lucky i am!hee.
omg.i still couldnt get used to the life without pageant.without those hopping and high5 with cheng cheng and the screams i had with pris.worst was hiding behind the curtains!and not being discover.hee.lipgloss and and and.endless.hee.

i felt so useless compare to beatrice and melissa. :(

kisses and loves
beebee

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Thursday, May 10, 2007Y

O MY GOD! i think i need a manicure!
wahaha.that's like part of my life =) my classmates are like sick of it.
oo man.its twelve now.so it means its already the 11th and its the day of hopnite.and thus PAGEANT!!
ooo man.guess what.my partner CHENGCHENG is so the handsome and cute!
WOOTS!
wahaha.just don wan to send him his that WOOT pictures.with lipgloss.haha.

smile.peace
beebee

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