woohoo!
digging and digging is part of my life now.back to clementi woods part la.sad case but who best is that it only has got 4 lessons.dig till hand got blisters.at first i thought it was like so the fun la (: but it's so tiring la ): waste my energy!
shoes all mud la!still i must wash myself ): ): weewee.
had touch rugby today.
hmmmm.kinda fun.it's not that bad as i thought.though i'm allergic to grass and i'm scratching like crazy now. but i think i love the game la.running here and there.throwing here and there.reminds me of my netball days.aw!how i wish can teleport to the primary school days.
muddy.sticky.sweaty.the smell (: (: (:
wahahah!

school work aren't all that easy at all!memorise and memorise and nothing else

oh well!botanic garden is someplace where i recommend couples to go!
you know you know!it's such a nice place alright.and it's so big la.you two can spend like the whole day there tian qing shuo ai (: (:
and and.it has nice scenaryand nice smell and nice trees and nice shrubs and nice grasses and nice flowers!! yesyes.everything is nice there la

hmmm.hmmmm.well well.i must thanks that stupid ah beng hongsheng.though though he talked to me out of boredom la!but still he makes me felt a bit better after the questions i asked him and afterall i still must say "HE IS A JACKASS!" and "the rest aren't good either!" :P
thanks.and finally you're a friend to me. (: (:

alright i guess i got to go.my sister is really getting me on my neck.

p.s:broke broke.lots of people birthdays are coming

loves
beebee

ah yes.not forgetting that i finally met my yongjia senior!!!! (: (:
bought a pant from topshop.and a cardigan from revoltage.wonderful.
had so much fun with senior.he's the best man
aiyoyoyoyoyoyoy.
ns man's life really sucks to the core la.officer course still got assignment.i thought ns man only train march eat sleep
waahahaha.
anyway.thanks for the tiramisu.
though it was a lil bit squash
and i ate it after the hot chilli crab thus my stomach went crazy
but still it was the best tiramisu i ever eaten (: (: (: (:
miss my senior <33

i swear i will never drink any cold drinks a week before my 阿月 is here la!
i had this damn teeerrrrrrrrrrriblllee pain alright!couldn't sleep the whole night.only had like 2 hours of sleep.just felt like digging my stomach out i swear!

pacing in-front of my mama's door wondering if i should "share" with her my pain.after half an hour of considering.i tapped her and woke her up.but actually i wanna to sms her de la.easier right.but daddy's soundly asleep.so 3am.she woke up.gave me med which doesn't works and a bottle with real hot water.!yes.that ease the pain.

but still felt sick called him.what funny was he thought it's 7am and time for him to wake up. (: (:
had almost 2 hours of talk and i finally fell asleep.so does he.
thus.the rest of my day on monday was sleep and eat sleep and eat.eh.not forgetting the "disturb" caring calls from some good friends.

doctor-ed in the end.
MC!wahooo.
thus no school today

i love you no matter what
he just do things which nobody will think of
REALLY

oh mine!eh.she's adorable right
see how engross she is into the tvbee and playing with my legs like some eh i don't know (: (:

ENVY ENVY!
i envy the blue-greenish eyes that the white has
i envy the wonderful body that the white has
i envy the pointed nose that the white has
i envy the accent that they have
i envy the tall tall height that they have
i envy that no matter tall thin fat they can be models!!
lastly i envy that they're able to walk on the runways!
EEEWW!!!


i'm gonna cry,depressed and die!wahahahaha (: (:

ah huh!
school has started for 3 days.
terrible flu on the first day.lesson was boring.
imagine when you're down with heavy flu and you just have got to struggle and pay attention.this semester works aren't easy at all!the plants names can just crush me not even mentioning knowing the "body system" of it!
skipped botanic garden trip

tuesday is all about digital.can't imagine i'm scratching my head real hard and figuring what the hell the teacher is talking about la!he's damn fast!just like some gun shooter!
off to town with taima and shuana
had lunch
talked
walked
laughed
neo-printed
rain-ed,guessed what i did
i was wearing a shirt with hood.thus i just covered my head with it and walked round the whole town.people laughed but who cares (:

and lastly for today.i chose touch rugby for my sports and wellness.
unbelivable right!but that's true.and i'm in the same group with banana man (: (:
went holland v for gelare however
it has closed down.procceed to swensen instead.
ice-creamed and off for home

shun hong gege the best!
at least i know he's the only one who will not bluff me.lie to me.used me.or even ignored my calls and stuffs

DEPRESSED ): ):

AND!
it's my most beloved huikai's birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! i know you hate pink.that's why i colour it PINK!
he has been like 4 years half of being my classmates.and my bully-mate.!wahahaha
moon and huili always say that he's my guradian angel! wahahahah
thanks bud (: (:

woo woo woo!
it's been days since i ever blog la ): ):
hmmm.
has been rotting at home since friday, promised mummy <3
then then.been out from saturday till now.

had our first 1Go3 outing @ palawan beach on monday.
weeweeheehee
had so much fun la.though injuries on me is like pretty often.but i think i enjoyed this injuries la!BUTBUT!very pain la.
sob sob ): ):
can't upload the pictures now.because i don't have any now.wahaha.
i really hope to have more of this kind of outing la.because we really get to sit down and have chats.i mean inner chats la.
had dinner at thai accent.10 poeple=$210.....
wulalala right -.-
then then we went to drinks.the 5 left.
i had CHOYA!nice nice 15% okay okay!and i feel nothing :P!
thanks manie manie for this intro!
then then.we were talking about things like ghost stories!
scare moon to the core la!then cabb-ed home!
wee.
yesyesyes.
i wasn't tanned at all okay!because it wasn't sunny at all la ): ):

then as for today.i was puzzle-ing the whole day.then then
weiyi called me at 5pm.
"hello becca you can come down now!"
was i shocked on.i looked at the clock 5pm.hmmm.
"shit.i haven bath la.i haven prepared!"
then i gave them direction then i rush down to bath.
i used only like 18 mintues to bath.make-up and prepare!
and ZOOM!
we had dinner at thai accent again.at first i thought they were joking but they were for real.
thus i had 2 dinners today and 1 dessert
thanks FAIRY GOD BROTHER!
he's real broke now!
i felt so guilty la.shouldn't have ask the 2 monsters to come.wahahahahaha.
next time we have it secretly okay!! LOVES! (: (:

tata.
on the phone now with some stupid ass who don't even know how to type out my correct 慧!

loves
beebee

gotcha!
i did it!have been wondering if i did the right thing.
good friends are getting into pairs but i've just gotten myself out of one.

thanks for going with my decisions.appreciate (: (:

happy birthday hankee
it's been so nice knowing you la.thru the years,we've been thru all the ups and downs together.
close periods and not close periods.
i really appreciate all the things you had done for me!
i still remember about the birthday card that you made for me!i still felt so touched and it has never been gone.
the comment you wrote for me too!i cried while reading it okay!i'm your pillar when you're real down.and you're always there whenever i need you!thanks thanks (: (:
though you are small.but you are damn emotional and zhong gan qing.
though i give-up on you on that issue.but i still cares about it.if not i will just shut you off whenever we're on that topic okay!!!okay!!i seriouslt find no use in him la ): ):
once again "you deserve someone so much better la!"
生日快乐！
好朋友，好姐妹，好心灵！

loves
beebee

"A testimonial wrote by hankee=)

Date:30march2007

Rebecca Soh Ling Hui...=)
wan sae a BIG THANK and BIG HUG for being dere for mi during dis period of time whn i am sad and depressed.yep.
i still gt keep e note tad u write to mi tad sun whn i break down in resturant tad day.
though sometime words tad u sae arent tad nice to hear, bud dere is possibility too !
cos both of us dunno wad he is thinkin.
and wad u sae maybe true.ya.hope time tell , heals , show and prove everything.lolz.
we sort of like can read throu each other mind ehx.lols.yepz.though we are 2 yrs different, and we noe each other for abt 2 yrs onli i tink but we can click well.
u are someone tad i can pour and confide mii sorrow to.lols.cos i seriusly dont noe hu i can trust alr.cant tink of ani beside u and damien.bud now he in thai.lolz..maybe cos i dun feel comfortable telling others ba !
yepz.be sure of ur feeling and go for it.dun hesitate den in e end regret.is too late le.sometime thing dun wait for us.it jus comes and goes.grab whn it come ! noe wad i mean yepz.=) "

that's what you wrote!see i still saved it (: (:

truth-i need the truth please
i'm troubled.i'm vexed
the worst thingy is 我哭不出！
我想如果哭能让我好过一点，那就是在也好不过的办法，但是天不做美，眼睛没泪！天啊！
难道是我的想法错了，将心比心是一个不对的想法！
那么我打算好了，我决定做个坏女孩！
don't want to be my parents' good girl
don't want to be a girl whom people can get close with
don't want to be senior's 开心果 anymore!
i hurt weidong once already!no harm hurting one more bah!

bye taiwan hi singapore
basically i'm off to taiwan and i believed that those who are real close to me knows it!
i felt real stupid and idiot to go to that trip.though i've been there like when i was 3 years old!oh dear right!seriouly.if you want to do shopping over there.don't go with tour!they really just waste your time bringing you to reduntant places and gives you LITTLE time to shops.and you have got to wake up like so the DAMN EARLY TO RUSH THE BUS RIDES!i remembered the day before i board the plane back to singapore.we got to wake up like 3.45am and gathered at 4.30am to catch the 7.40am plane ride.lastly don't go alone with other people family.but you'll feel real terrible without your parents around!
i spent 21000NT minus 300NT!
clothings
bags
heels
presents
green tea powder
pearl powder
that's basically what i spent on actually
boring stuffs la.the last 2nd day was actually the best because i brought the most stuffs!
long bus rides.long hours of sitting.makes my BACK HURTS like no body's business!

HAPPY 4TH MONTH!
spent the day in the beach
dinner at long john silver!
M-shaped bling bling received and a postcard advertised for nokia with writing on it!
mood:frustrated.happy.sorry-ful.irritated.sorry-ful.angry.pissed

as days passed.as life goes on.i discovered lots of things which wasn't really found in my memories.i really thought i've grown up!which don't seems to be a great things for me
friends whom i really hope-to-treasure wears masks
friends whom i really hope-to-treaure move on with their boyfriends
comical.
i had boyfriend.i moved on.i linger my cells on those "moved-on" friends
患难见真情！虽然我没有遇到患难，但在我需要可以聆听的耳朵的时候，也只有那珍贵的几个！好感动！好感激！谢谢你们！我不想说明！但心知肚明。总之相信自己。过了中学就不会有很大的可能性在遇见真正的朋友了！

可悲的朋友啊！

我很快乐，因为我有的你们始终不可能会有！
loves
beebee