alright alright!i change my link again!eh.less than 6 people know i guess!
alright.why papami?actually there's a long story behind this.and it all comes from this drink named pipami.and actually it's a joke la.and i guess till now maine maine that sweet who got tricked still don't know about it bah (: (:
wahahahahhha!

嗨嗨！人生啊人生啊！我好像是个笨女孩啦！每一次都是要什么有什么。结果到现在有那么一点点喜欢他，可是又感觉他不喜欢我，因为他好像爱理不理我。看到我在msn也不跟我说话，还说没有看到我！其实我心里有那么一点点的心酸。我想，我应该等他给回我那盒子以后，我应该不会在和他联络了。我不想当一个让人讨厌的女孩！因为暗恋一个人会让我遍体淋伤！

moon thanks for being there!and understanding all my thinking.i hope i can really forget(:

OUCH!
actually i just hurt myself la!that stupid horny kai la!wahahaha
he always caused injuies on me la (X
wahahaha.5 years of friendship.
oh yea.i'm damn freaking high now!wahahahhaa.
and and.i just discovered that all my ORBAKAH are on the right side.
whywhywhy
arm to palm to kneecap to below kneecap (: (:
wahaha.

awawaw.learning dreamwear awhile ago ): ):
sucks to core
definite!

today today today
my heart was beating so uncomfortably just now!
so no reason.i felt like crying.i felt so uncomfortable and peace!but lucky nothing really happen!

though i cut myself today.deep cut in the lab.it was bleeding profusely but i was so non-chalent.and told dr.chitra.she was like."hai-yo"and rushing la.she's so damn cute forever during PAM practial.that stupid root la.my hand smellssss like EEYER just now la.ONION!! ): ):
use that blade.slice slice slice.i swear the whole class slice it for an hour and all of us get is nothing!
and and and.i really must kneel down and bow to sean la.he can fall asleep anytime,anywhere and anytime.guess what.he fall asleep while looking through that microscope la!with his mouth opening real big!and of course.almost all of us took his pictures again.the 'superstar' in our class okay!

PAM test is coming.Quiz 2 is coming again.and i really hate it la.i wish just now i did use the blade and slice my veins all off and die la.join the dragon-boaters!
i need to breathe i need to breathe!

but but.all the problems are suffocating me!

taekwondo was eh.not bad.at least there's inprovement.and i gave myself a pat by eating MAC just now!wahahaha.so so much damn fun laughing with them la!they're real damn crazy okay.they talk from chicken butt to fish meat to cow to gore to elephant's.and blah blah blah!i almost die laughing okay!

and moon-ey i got so many things i wanna to tell you again la.tmr tmr!
one song stir the calm sea in my heart again.i felt so unsure.can i just give up!


song of the day:xi huan ni


loves and kisses
beebee

ohya ohya!
after a super long consideration!
i decided to say!
"MANMAN!my back is hurting now now now!"
wahahaha.i think it's because i use it too much.keep standing.running.jumping.screaming.shouting.walking.kicking! )x )x

that's what i did when they were deciding where to eat!
again again
i really love to take their silly pictures.there's more to come.and i reallycouldn't stop laughing la!



wulalala!
yeayiyeayiwoowoo!
burden down down down a lil bit!
alright.firstly i wanna to say
"MOON-EY,you're so damn lucky today.cos i saw wuguiche!!! wahahahhaha (: (:"
i think i score 40 over 50 for my test on monday!i was so estastic la (: (:
taekwondo was eh eh eh kinda not bad!leave early and sleep!my leg almost split open la.cos sir hold the 'chicken wing' so damn high la!he said "you must try!"
oh ya oh ya!
something damn shocking happen la and i really almost faint when i saw the messages la!
to that brother:
"i seriously don't wanna to start a relationship with you because the feeling aren't there and you're definitely not my type!we've growing up together since pri5 how can i ever have feeling for my bestiest friend?"

tuesday tuesady ): ): + (:
DGA was OOMYFREAKINGGOD la!i missed around 3 steps!though i wouldn't fail but i don't think i'll do that well either la!and and that pussy cat bear smiled at me la when i hand in the paper and mingyi was like "he stared and diao me instead la!that's the differences between girl and boy"wahahahah!
and we had this "argument" over where to eat!damn freaking troublesome la!wahahaha.then then we ate in school.had this more than 30 minutes walk before reaching the final destination la!OMG OKAY!the class was damn funny and nice la!drew a lot on my friends' book!weeweee!
then then set off home and chiong to do the powerpoint for CATS.

wednesday wednesday (: (:
jump out of bed to meet huishi.and i reached so damn early la!
saw her.and meet the others.and all of us set off to canteen 2.when i was about to put that noodle into my mouth.celestine called me and asked me to go to atrium to watch the clip took during out tkd lesson.i ZOOM all the way down la!i think i must be mad.and after 20 mins then we saw the clip.and for our part it only last for let say 3 SECONDS?
ZOOM back and off to lesson.
dark dark dark weather.had touch rugby at taekwondo cour (: (:
fun fun fun.i love touch rugby la (: (:

asked joannebiaojie and celestine how to solve my problems.and they gave me a solution.but i guess i wouldn't do it la.cos it's kinda like eh eh eh.silly?
i don't know why but that's how i feel la!like 厚着脸皮！really hate the feeling la ): ):

and i longed for ENCHANTED!
GOLDEN COMPASS TOO!

song of the day: gotta go my own way

loves and kisses
beebee

whinewhinewhine.
alright.i'm going to whine here!
i don't even catch a single thingy bout TXP and i'm going to have the test tmr!i mean i don't even understand half of the thingy la!
and i'm on the phone with beatrice for like 2 hours.talking to her.i mean girls talk.so it wouldn't end till somebody called her and ended our conversation.she said she will call back.but i doubt so la! ):
mingyi and laiying helped me a bit bout the TXP.though it's multiple-choice but it sucks to the core okay.it's hell difficult!
lycopodium.coniferophyta.pinus.thuja....
latin latin latin!!

it's pouring now!and i hate it la.because it means there will be lightning and there will be thunderstorm.everyone's busy.i need to study.i can't go out.escape into the shopping mall and forget all about the boomboomboom.he's not going to call me anyway.so why bother thinking about it!cos he claims that he's busy!and not a single sms is received today!so so so!

the optimistic rebecca is the correct me!

beatrice is lucky though no matter how unpleasant her life seems to be la!at least the guy she fianlly found is someone she finally really treasure.though i oblige some of her doings but she should know what she's doing bah!

can i be like her for once.
wild.clubbing.drinking.vulgarities.new guys.new friends.new kind of dressing!and tries all the things that i've never done before!
but i know.i'll be killed and slashed and isolated away from my friends.they wouldn't want me and i'll be there alone in this world le! ): ):

my phone sucks to the core alright!
just received a sms by manman.

silent
touched
tears

"dun have to feel dumb.oso no 1 see. girls who feel dumb=not chio.so be chio!haha"-manman

MANMAN!so how long have you been thinking of this sentence huh!
rahrahrahbahbahbah!

i'm not chio in the first place.so i can just think that i'm dumb right! :P!!

still.beebee love you manman!omgomg.i said to you like millions of times le right.let's emo together!wahahaha!who ask you to be my fairy got-brother.so you got to let me love you (: (:

whawhawha!
intermediate class at dreamforest just proudly ended on friday 23th of nov 2007 and it's the last lesson of danny-the most beloved teacher (: (:
i really felt elated for xianhui and julianbro <3
MOON-EY accompanied me there!she told me she enjoyed the show and was surprised and excited and she said she has gained new experience la!
fabulous la!

saturday:
woke up by one sms from one stupid pig.didn't mention to him.cos i feel that he wouldn't care either.fall asleep again la.i was damn tired for the past 1 weeks.i really felt so weak that i feel like giving up.and fail all the things that i'm doing la!once and for all.i really need an extra strength to pass me on.
mummy's good friend came by today and we had small chats.and stupid B.F called and screamed at me la!pissed.but who cares.not attending taekwondo training.and got threatened to steamboat-ed with B.F and celestine and the rest of the DB.met them at vivo.went bruno's house and started.
and fine.with me alone they will of course ask bout stupid pig.and they eventually called him la!and i was like called la!but sadly he was with his db clicks.and they weren't at all that real close!and so he didn't join us.
you couldn't believe that they could actually finish almost 1oo plus meatballs right.8 packets.together with beef meat.chicken breast.hotdogs.crabmeat.toufu.golden mushrooms.and they don't eat vege!
B.F and celestine are real nice okay!they served me with the foods and drinks and they make sure i wasn't real left-out la.but still i feel that way la!waahahahha.
watch tv-bee and switch channels and listening to news
something real saddening happened.5 national team DB are missing.some accident happen la.and 1 of them died la.
i suddenly had this thinking.what if i'm the person.what's the feeling of being twirl down without any help.i couldn't see in those muddy water.i couldn't breath.i couldn't get up.i'll never have the chance to see my loved ones.where will i be?what the dead feeling.can i be dead for once?.alright.watery-eyes.!
i wanna to go shopping.i longed to get weiyi sweety's present.but i simple don't have the chance.i need more time.so many things.so lil time.and i felt so bad that i couldn't celebrate for her la!
exams.quizs.tests.memorise works.patterns.this and that!
life life life!
quiz on monday and i've not study them.

thanks senior.i felt pleased and touched.you're like always on the right time.being there for me la.telling me not to give up because you know that i'll succeed and i'm a strong person!i'll be waiting for the sweet stuffs that you promise to treat me and i'll sure make the most wonderful and delicious cookies for you!

thanks manman!"how's your back"and the "hiax" at the back just touched me like hell lot la!though they 're just 2 phrases.but it just proved how sweet you're to me la!i love manman! (: (:



can i borrow a shoulder.a shoulder i longed and cry on?
i'm weak too!i need a strong hug .
i ouldn't believe that my ears turns red when you're mention!

loves and kisses
beebee

life life life.
ups and downs ups and downs.
gossips with moon in the noon bout somebodyy (: (:

lesson-ed.
sick!PRESENTATION's coming up.i felt suffocated.
test.studies.presentation.
i really already felt like crying ):

touch rugby.SKIPPED
because of some stupid allergy that look like LOVE BITE la.
and lots of uncessary cooments on it.and it itched me like hell okay!
and black bear was like orbee la!terrible!
had so much fun talking with ben and his friend.

rushed to red camp- taekwondo
had so much kicking and punching and boxing the plank
injuries are so prone to me.so you know.i got it!

and something happen.and it caused me to feel so guilty!and i cried.
and i seriously feel like crying now again la.
i spoil cheekee's DB jacket.and and there's a huge hole underneath the armpit.
i really felt so guilty la!and he's so angry.it really freak me out like hell lot!
rushed home.called mummy and she brought me to the shop nearby to get it done.
PERFECT!
it's done.though celestine tells me to be a lil bit happen and he's not so angry le.but still i'm guilty and i really felt that.hmmmm
maybe i shall be a little bit more gentle and hangout less with them this time riund.cos i felt shameless.other than helping him to sew the jacket and apologising to him.there's nothing else i can do le.hmmmm.maybe other than him.black bear too!
i'm really sorry!
i felt so vunerable now.i can't afford to feel weak now!i've got to push on and move on.
tests are hot on wheels already.


loves and kisses
beebee

maine maine and beebee
other than moon,she's my sweet in class.
she loves me and i loves her too!it's not superficial.it's another true friendship arising (:

(: (: (: (: (: (: (:
i enjoyed all my class today!
it was like my most fun day la
had a lot of laughters again as usual!
and as usual i almost went blind la.but i had fun drawing the cells la.wonderful.

had a great chit-chats talk with moon and mingyi la.
talked.laughed.bubble tea-ed.pam-ed.
then off to TAEKWONDO!
saw cheeky B.F and METAL SLUG

wha.the training almost killed la!i finally realised how weak and slack i was la in the past la!
i must buck up and win a medal la (: (:
for pattern and sparring!
YOU CAN DO IT BEE!

love and kisses
beebee

MUDMUDMUD!
i'm in love with MUD!
wahahah
i guess i MUST be crazy if i say that right in front of you!
mud is so sticky,dirty,not colourful,stick on me and difficult to clean without water la,stain my clothes and shoes.and i got to scrubs and wash them la!last but not least, i must study them!
BUT BUT!
actually they are a lil bit nice la!
at least they helps to hold the plants which beautify and produces O2 and it creats so much fun joy and laughter for us la!

had touch rugby today!
omg.you wouldn't want to be there la!puddles and puddles of water not on the FLOOR but on the GRASS la!i was practically tip-toeing around la!running=thief!
then then i had this fun time rubbing mud around those guys and OF COURSE they do it back onto me la!my whole hands,my whole arms,my whole small thighs and a hand print on my thigh,whole shoes!i almost sink in the mud la when i was standing still la!but i had so much fun fun fun and fun!
had this hard time cleaning and SOMEBODY claims that i'm dirty la!
how i know ah!i always brought to change and prepare to bath but always never use so didn't want to bring la.BUT . . . . . . . . . 名苦啊！
wahahah.


i had so much fun today!cold storage small outing was fun too (: (: thanks

loves and kisses
beebee

woohoowoohoo!just had another family dinner with my daddy side de family members!
omg la!
all the small cousins are growing up,cuter and smarter and prettier la (: (:
love them.took damn lots of photos with jeffbaby!butbut.lazy to post up la (x
wahaha.

school has been so fun la!
everyday is filled with laughter and laughters and still laughterssss!just couldn't stop la!
ohyaohyala!
i witnessed an accident with moon okay!my brain just wouldn't remove that red and bloody looking of the driver and his whole bike is like dismanted le la!poor guy la!lucky behind him got no cars or buses la.

alright and as for tuesday(:
as usual i had so much laughter la!wahahaha.couldn't stop laughing again la.i think practically i laughed for more than 2 hours la!!! (: (: (:
and and saw cheekee and dajin la!and cheekee was like complaining that i didn't pass him the cookies, but that was when dajin give me the book that's why alright!
then i saw then again in the library.contiuned laughing.and off to support my classmates and other friends for their performances (:
WELL-DONE peeps.
last but not least mr chow's voice is perfect!


loves and kisses
beebee

my throat is itching again after some stupid argue with my parents over the different kinds of viuchers!insane!

BEE AND GLENNA

alright!and i shall post some of the pictures tata and ah neck took during out small class outing @ sentosa! and most importantly the only nice-est picture of MOON!



i buried my own legs!
part of 1G03
CANDID
love this
stupid huikai's birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY


that's the cake i bake!
she help the tiny winy bit(:
that's the birthday daddy
(: (:


whao whao whao.
what an awesome day!
don't have to attend school.thus woke up late.had delicious breakfast prepared by beloved mummy.and lastly went ice skating with the fabulous 1Go3
met charmaine and moon first.and the rest came real late.
ice-skating is real fun la!almost fall.
have confidence in yourself really does help la.but most importantly is know our own limits (:
gave tata the biggest surprise.snow and happy birthday songs.

rused-ed home to bake cake for daddy!didn't know what to buy for him la!he had everything and he needs most is money which i can even afford la.i think if i sell myself also nobody will want de la.wahahahhahahahaha.
slow and steady.the cake was well-done.no burnt no blackish!
most importantly everyone loves it <3>
passing some to cousin and maybe to cheekee!


oh yea!did i tell your that i went back to taekwondo?heehee
manman was like so worried about my back la!i mean not just him but also liangliang and my cousin!
i almost die and went out of breath from the kicking la!
omgomgomg.i must tell your that i saw lots of shuaige training also la!so the good man!
alright.i'm not huachi okay
and and.celestine "sign" me up for the sparring team and pattern team for the competition.i'm so scared la.but i don't want to give up without training.K.O jiu K.O la!
manman.i'll be careful and not let you tickle for 100 times de (: (:
weewee

loves and kisses
beebee


i'm loving the life i've now!i love being with 1G03 now.they are so much better than .....

woo woo woo
my daddy brought red hot chilli crab today.i mean JUST!
but i didn't eat a single piece BECAUSE
here goes the story
i went to bath first due to the sticky skin texture.then then went i came out after putting all my dirty clothes to wash,came to eat and wanna to enjoy the crab,i discovered that.my delicious fabulours crab was 3/4 gone!OMG okay!and the favourite leg leg all eaten up le la.i was pissedpissedpisssed+irritated!
thus.
DON'T WANNA TO EAT! (: (:
hmmmmmm

and well.THANK YOU liangliang (: (:
yes you tanguanliang
for the colourful and ribbon-tied hula hoop.though you took such a long time to pass it to me but i appreciate it.really

HELLO!
i've got one important new to share (: (:
NGEE ANN POLY has got the first national title 2007 for dragon boat compeition!
rah.scream~~~

this two days kept accompanying my cousin to Singapore River to support CHEEKY and ngeeann team.
whawhawha!
eye-opener la (: (:
lots of pretty,handsome,muscular guy over there.whao whao whao (X

ah yes.thanks to this competition, i knew one pretty and sweet lady CELESTINE!cheeky's girlfriend.omg la!her looks is so smiliar to yun's la.the eyes.the eyebrow and the smile.but she's taller and she's a taekwondo fighter okay (: (:
same same black belt de wor.

sticky.bathing now!
and i discovered something.
TAN GUANLIANG likes to bully me now!i hate you la!!! (: (: (:
not funny hor!you bad!later i group you with that JACKASS okay!wahahahahahha
and and and if you read this and wanna to HUH me.come la :P i'm not scare.at most you go and find your pretty and got good impression de GIRL lorr (: (: (: (:



loves
beebee

i'm just like a centipede who will and never die so easily!
and i'll never vanish into the darkness
yesyes (: (:

happy birthday taima
sorry for the late wishes on blog (:

alright.a bad news for the block 302 lovers.
it has been closed and torn down thoroughly for renovation.i gues by the end of nov it'll be ready
so cousin no more dinners over there!

yawnyawnyawn!
back pain.leg pain.head pain.muscle pain!
can somebody just give me a antidote to relief from all these pains.who knows i might give you a hug and a kiss!



and last but not least.
the bliss of life is to have a friend to tell you that
"becca,我真的很开心也很辛福,你不是like how my friend in RP whine to me.as in she got all kinds of company mates but you're not those kind!and i'm happy to be with you and the rest!"
yes MOON!
i'm really pleased to have you as one of my classmates.a good friend.someone who will help me and listen to me and someone who will treat me with your pure heart <3>
thanks!
i'll continue to listen to your troubles de la!
减肥together bah (: (:
and go school together.love you (: (:


and and i fianlly got the hang of that stupid chemistry equation with the help of my beloved classmates! (: (:
WOO HOO!

loves
beebee