okay, everythings well with andrew as a friend.
he's nice and sweet
but i still seriously thinks that he's still in love with his ex
because i just finished their blog!
a long one, just like a book to me
mixed emotions
and i get to understand him even more or thier relationship
and i finally know why he will always asks me questions like,
-why you never shop in forever 21
-ever been to p.s cafe
-oh, thai express here and thai express there
and this and that
if i found out that he's treaeting me like a sub, i tell you, i will sure kick his ass off the stairs okay!
cos, i'm who i'm la!
and i believe that i've the ablilty to leanr how to be independent now,
and not seek for a boyfriend!
i don't want to either, single is like still perfect! <3

SHHH!
scold that teacher, all of us got small eyes today morning
peace yo
whenever i'm tired, best friend there :D
sweet sweet smile


the snake we saw which cause us to have huge commodation
tata, maine
i will sweep you off my doorsteps
wahaha, mingyi nice pose!

i hate clementi woods park la!

oh, okay great
andrew has got some church stuffs
so no movie
got dinner
oh no la!
but i think i should be able to handle la!
shy daooo

i don't feel like doing anything
i just feel like stoning there
i can't figure out what my lectures wants
i hate to be leader

what i hate most is muscle aches and menstrual cramp
and what is most pathetic is that both came to visit me on the same time
hello, hello hello, anyone there to save me?

i'm meeting andrew on monday,
and i'm freaking hell lot nervous
he just called me, and i don't know why, my ears just turn real hot!
what's this all about.
i'm not suppose to feel this way!
oh damn,
weiyi, teach me
moon, give me a laugh
joanne.wen, give me a thought

pain pain pain

after all the crazy flying kite and cycling in the rain
indian dance
centipede

when everyone leave and we started to camwhore
and here comes the chilli padi!

there goes the angel-like holiday and here comes the devil-ish classes
time-table for this sem is so hectic
i need more oxygen, i swear
class ends almost either 5 or 6 each day
and i'm filled with 4 projects now with 2 homeworks
i wonder how am i going to complete them ): ):

and i swear in this 2 weeks, i touched my lappy for only like less than 3 times?

and mostly what actually happen is like slighly off my memory rack already!

okay, last saturday is one of the most important day of my life!
because, i went to town alone!
i'm out of my confort zone!
i bought all the things i want by myself, big big art-friend bag!
and squeezing into the bus!
for the very first time, i don't feel odd, i enjoy it la.
190 bus carries flu bug can!
i got this bad flu and i looked like i cried can!
i feel so terrible la!
):
OH YA,AND I CARRIED MY GUCCI OUT WITH ME!
dinner-ed with grandfather and the rest,
ahgong injured himself
):

celebrated samson's birthday, dinner-ed, pool-ed and home-ed

oh ya, went to kk hospital to visit jacelyn,
poor little girl, fever running in her for 4 days.
she's just another pink lover
no pink, she don't wear the clothes.
oh ya, she's not scare of injection.
she's only like 2 yrs old.
and licked her mucus with this cutest way!
:D

had been contacting with andrew :D :D :D

i saw this bird, chirping.
loud, touchful and yet lonely.
i felt it's feeling, somewhere, somehow,
it touches me.
seems like 18th is the year for much more mature thinking!
i need to plan my life and my way
nothing touches that peace lake in my heart,
but this sentence by huikai sense it,
he said:"something looks nice but not nice to eat!"
at first i was like
WHAT!
then i thought, kind of true la!
it's like nono, AS is not the right one now.
it's just the start, so stop thinking about it rebecca! :D

the birthday girl with her most beloved cousin joanne and wen

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REBECCA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
ho ho ho, finally 18th
everywhere, anywhere, i can go!
wahahahahhahaa

okay anyway,
thanks for all the well-being wishes and blessings and present!
i seriously love them la, i mean other than wears, i've got everything la!

i think most of my first happen during this year la
1) the first diamond of my life
2) the first LV
3) the first gucci
4) the first time the guy i consider handsome, gave me his number!
oh oh oh and most importantly
I'VE THE FIRST PARTY OF MY LIFE YO!

lots and lots and lots of people were there
and lots and lots and lots and lots of people praised me la!
can't imagine that la.
i only got 1 picture on hand now, and the rest, slowly wait please!

first day of school was kinda okay,
help out at the taekwondo booth,
hmmmm,
end that boring I&E class within 2 hours instead of 4
i swear, i almost fall asleep
back home, had dinner and had a small argument with mum and sister and it pissed me off totally!
and i listen to classic!
and mr dong yes, you heard it!

and as for today,
i drag myself out of bed today @ around 5.45
met moon, travelled to botanic garden for lesson
BORING YO!
i wanna to die la!
can't imagine, it's like 8 to 12 and 2 to 6 eh!
all talks with this ahpek teacher,
he's nice
but ahem, he bored me with his stuffs la!
and that bloody 67 really irritates me too can!
huikai and me waited 45minutes for it can!
bought the 2 GB memory stick micro!
wohooo!
nice and sweet :D :D

loves

alright, i swear i'm not going to let anybody touch my eyebrows ever again!
i had this tempatation to trim my brows so i though browhaus was good
as i was lazy to travel to timah la!
then then
regret is the only word i found in my brain
cry is the emotion
it's so so so so so so damn ugly can!
i wanna to die la
why now?
cos sunday is my big day la!

and stupid wd, i'm not going to post any photos la!
unless you let me bite you!
wahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahaahahaha!
want want

"patai paitai"
top a toppa is the song that was used for reggae dance
reggae songs are nice la,
hip, hop, shake, sway
they do have nice beat you know
i was totally satisifed with my performance today la,
crazy and stupid and nonsense
eh, now i don't care if my bum don shake well la!
wahahahaha

yes, 2 more days to party and 3 more days to actual :D :D

wahahahah!
yeayea, birthday's coming
the first present i got was from daddy!
my fav fav fav bringbring diamond ring
then then
aunt esther' s LV bag!
wahahaha, super cannot believe it la!
then then
waiting for mummy's LV purse or bicycle
then then then
huikai and ah pui are going to buy me jacket online la!
surprise surprise!
oh no, i just couldn't stop thinking,

that this monday, and i shall turn 18!
and sunday shall be the celebration,
wahoo,
all the closest are invited :D :D
i'm waiting, birthday i'm coming

then as for today,
had mahjong session with huikai, shunhong and ah pui
and after that, i'm suppose to meet wen and shujuang to go to town
i was like so well prepared and nicely dressed la
with my dress and roman sandals.
but but,
both of them were lazy to take bus!
i'm like hello, bus eh, sit and you arrive
but alright,
met at lot 1 and had pizza and home sweet home
and oh well, this sick malay army guy whistler at me, damn sick can,
alright, my dress is short.
and i decided to packed my cupboard, and i almost went mad can
i never imagine that i've so many clothes la!
damn irritated and pissed and troubled, i just wanna to throw everything away la!
EEEEEYERR!
and finally, done!

and mummy bought me my fav keropok,
nice daoooooooo!

kick, stomp, clap
i'm back from chalet
1Go3 class chalet, i mean 2Go3
wohooo, we should have more class gathering luh.
those that i never really understand, i finally know them
those that i thought i've known them, i understand them even better! (: (:
first day,
the journey just seems to be short with moon and huikai around
plenty to talk about!
had mac while the others when to buy food at ntuc
we had this talked la
like how "rebecca is going to commit suicide, while still keeping her pretty looks and without getting the pain!"
wahaha, that 'pretty' seems to be ahem.
so the conclusion is not to kill myself,
because no matter how, i'll still ugly la!
no way man!
and and jianlong has got this special way of eating buger,
which is to add all the sauce together!
curry, mayo, chilli . . .
2.30 arrived and check in time
bluff-ed maine and had a real good laugh!
wha lau, the room is so small can, 2 single bed on top and 2 single bed at the bottom.
and 13 people to share.
stocking the food
jumping round the bed,
playing cards,
and it's
bbq time
i insisted on fanning, cos they're like so professional,
and i felt so useless la,
but soon, they snatch it back
and the nothing-to-do-me and mingyi went back room
to WATCH TV-BEE
food was serve
:D
and x-box was next
i was crazily screaming around and about la, wahahaha
and making stupid noises
and jinseng just couldn't stop laughing la!
had this cat-feeding session
cam-whoring session
which is not received yet
and i was sweating like a pig, all the runnings and jumpings!
wahaha.
then we drink drank and not drunk
the maid movie session was up, 5 people squeeze onto the bed
and huikai was so scared la!
couldn't stop laughing
i had difficulty sleeping la, cos
SNORES and snores and more snores
i could barely sleep and
so were the rest.
watch sunrise
BEAUTIFUL
and slept again, sharing the same blanket with huikai
had this tugging blanket with him la!
damn huikai :)

second day
cheat poker was the love
everyone is hang with it
went to fly kite
no wind ): ): ):
cycle with maine
had a close heart talk
i found the one i can share my secrets with,
cos, what i've been thru, she has been thru too
so she'll really understand whai and how i really feel
thanks maine <3
bath, slept and
maine pulled nessa's pig out from my breast while i was sleeping la
i was like "why is my breast moving!"
damn it :P
had sakura
i was simply moving up and down from the chair,
shocking them with the amount of food i can eat la!
but actually i'm like eating a little bit here and there
and jumping here and there la, so you know
food just digest as i jump around!
back to chalet,
had to pack and watch a little of distubia and home sweet home!
i'm dead beat la!
i wanna to stay but daddy don't allow,
he was like "NO,GIRLS CANNOT STAY OUT IN THE NIGHT FOR TOO LONG!,COME BACK HOME!"
upset and no choice was the only words ):):
but at least i had fun
had talks with dad and mum and alright, kinda nice talking to them,
:D :D :D
telling them what actually the chalet all about,
oh well, daddy was like "you look nice in my shirt!"
i wore his pink-grey shirt which he abandon
see, new look, new feel, new taste
then back to room,
talked with wd, asked bout his studies and well, he was busy, and i'm tired
by the way, i woke up at around 1.30 pm, which is so damn shocked la!

you'll lend me your shoulder whenever i need right?
i'll be there and sure i'll lend you mine!
nice and broad can! :D :D
(: (:
i'll bite you , i'm hungry now

no matter how the world abandon me, i still have shunhong to talk too!
wahahahaha, i know he don't read my blog, but i don't care! :D :D

okay anyway, met weiyi today!
that super duper uber stupid girl la!
please hor! once again, remember what i said la!

anyway, we went round town.
round and round.
had thai food, which actually hmmm, don't taste that nice!
and for the very first time, she only bought a bag of cookies la!
and 3 black socks!
and as for me, i bought a skirt, a dress, sanzha, mum's wallet and and
~drums rolling
MY ROMAN SCANDAL!
finally finally!
that only shop in singapore that sells it la!
wahahaahahahahahahahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaa.
i'm so happy! and that's what i told weiyi like almost every now and then i bought that scandal!
and and we had some stupid conversations la!
and she's like yawning all the way, cos she didn't really manage to get what she wants la!
and that facial and the pimple-squeezing makes her even more irritated la! ): ):
she's like tweety siao can!
so oh my god!
if that watch was longer!
:D :D :D
and i only like that black and white volcom bag okay!

vanessa, i'm sorry too! i know i was too last minute too.
i thought it thru, i talked to shunhong, and i finally understood.
that actually each person have got their own life, as in like, we are in different schools now, we've got different friends and different life to go on.
we will not be as close as we used to be because you're bounce to meet more friends whom you'll be more clicked with and have more to talked too,
so actually, i have look at this matter with another kind of view!
so ya, take care and you'll sure be happy with amelia and the rest of your peeps.

weiyi, hope you finally finally and finally know what i really meant le okay!
no more please don't assume anymore!
you have me and i have you (: