boo hoo
i'm sneezing like an arss now
must be you and you scolding me right right

mr yang weidong is coming back tmr from his gay trip
and without my seashell bracelet because he says, " i cannot find!"

i'm adapting to my new room
and i spoil my woody flooring due to the stupid new chair
i shall not further explain

i apologise to vanessa(G03), because i felt bad
i wasn't feeling well and i just give her my damn-irritated attitude and face
however, of course, i dare not tell her to keep low profile
BUT
HER HOUSE IS SERIOUSLY FILLED WITH NICE AND FATTENING FOOD LA!
oh my goodness

projects coming along, good
and exams are chasing me with fire

my legs hurting like crazy

and waiting for cheekee's award ceremony is freaking tiring

moon's not feeling well

and tanhuikai looks super idiotlyyyy ugly and gay!
i swear i will take a scissors and cut that bunch of hair away when he tie them up again
he says, he wants to cut short, super short on the back and leave 2 long strands in front
SEE, GROSS
and want to have he's fringe kept long
i'm like HELL NOOOOOOO!

and i was slogging like a cow, taking lots of things
my bag weight like an elephant
one hand with foodssss
and one hand with 3 books
and hellooo, i think please tell me the correct location and timing
i'll not be like sitting down there waiting for you to come
and you didn't even inform me that you'll be in SIM!
do you know, i felt like an idiot at that moment
and i almost feel like swinging away your book!

goodbye

oh my mama
guess what, all these while,
i've been waiting for emails from my agent
waiting and waiting
and she fianlly email me!
buti can't accept the job,
STUPID EXAMS!
rahhhhhhh
just sit down there and play games eh
who don't want
furthermore the pay is super attractive!
GRRRRRRR

exams and exams and memorising work

ho ho ho
today is one exciting day i tell you

went to SINGAPORE GARDEN FESTIVAL
and i'm so so so so damn amazed by the decorations and all the wonderful colours that the flowers produced
everything is just so wonderful and pretty
one word
FANTASTIC
looking after the booth was tiring and there's no handsome dude
"hi, i'm from ngee ann poly, this is the model done by the seniors!"
"hi, oh that's the desktop garden comeptition held by ngee ann, they are done by the primary and secondary school students!"
that's the 2 sentences i've been repeating, how boring

then i went up to level 6, where the competition was held, you know, those that appear in the newspaper and news
I TELL YOU!
IT'S SUPER FABULOUS
i wanan to scream can
i was like "whao whao, oh my god oh my god, so nice, whao whao"
and junseng was laughing at me
and i was snapping pictures everywhere
i'll post it like real soon
all my artwork
oh my! it's wonderful :D

AND
I PASS MY BASIC THEORY TEST
i want to tell mummy, daddy, belbel, lynette, shunhong ,charmaine, weidong, weiyi, weilin, gary, alex. vanessa, huikai, moon, junseng, hankee, abigail, erin, cheekee, sherman and the whole world
hahaha, and i just did
i don't care if it's just BTT, all i know is i'm excited about it
and next pdl, i'm touching the carrrrrr

hey cutie.
i understand and know that girls tend to urge for relationship at times
no matter is due to envy-ness, jealous-ness or everything and everything
always let fate take it course
unless you're very confident that this relationship is worth the try
or that guy is worth your love
i've met and heard all sorts of stories
i mean, not all are the guys' fault, there's no wrong or right
however, girls are always or mainly on the disadvantage side,
unless you really know how to handle everything super well
girls tend to be more emotional than guys and just abandon their studies
girls tend to be less stronger on the inside [deep down]
girls tend to hold on to things much more stronger than the guys

walking on the street, either waiting for friend or shopping alone,
often you will see couples and couples
they have their own problems no matter how loving they look, you never know if they pretend to be happy or they might just recover from a fight.

so don't think too much. friends will always be there
if no friends available, talk to your sister or parents
if if there's no one there
then stare at the wall, talk to your bears or even talk a walk outside
i know it sounds stupid BUT it's better than crying your hearts out
you know, crying is not good for health and it's bad for eyes
prolong crying will cause blindness okayys
ahem, i'm a cry baby myself (:

take care sweetie

i want to wear heels where ever i go!
i'm going to doll myself where ever i go
bimbo or whatsoever
lalalala

that's her with jeff
together :D
see, that cake-lover
ahem, she ate 3 pieces
that's baihaolian, i mean bai xiang jie
my cousin, he don't talk to me when he was younger,
but he was so hyper that day when i visited him.
and he just talked and talked to me
hahahaha, super happy :D :D

happy birthday great grandmother
it's her 90th birthday today
and she looks extremely happy
because she has got all the 4 generations with her
all these while
she's one of the lady that i respected the most
though at times i don't understand her
because of the teochew accent
and normally i reply her in hokkien and my lousy teochew
she is forever smiling at me.
and try to understand me

i will never forget all the cares she gives me

and i think i disappointed her today
because i promised her that i will make her muffins
but because i painted my room and other reasons
i didn't made it

but i promise that i will

so anyway, she was elated today
and i'm excited too

oh yea, wasn't close with the cousins over there, only see each other like twice in a year

mama miya
i painted my room on saturday
with this sassy colour
it's pink in colour with a slight touch of orange
mygod,
i had this hard time painting it can
i seriously need to bow and kneel to those painter
i swear my neck is aching like crazy
my legs and hands are not coordinating now
my muscle ache like hell
and before that i went taewondo to do training
my split is coming
back to topic,
eventually, my mama and i only used 1 day to paint the room
ceiling and walls and sidelines
mygod mygod
i think i need to give myself a medal.
:D :D :D
AND I SWEAR!
NO MORE PAINTING OF ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ENOUGH ENOUGH

bloggers that has been tagged has to post 10 random facts or habit about themselves.
and at the end of it bloggers has to tag 10 peeps to do the quiz, and of course tell them that they have been tagged
copied from SWY

alright. since she tagged me and i'm number one
i shall give her face-y

1. i love bearbear
2. i'm extrememly lazy when it comes to packing of my room
3. i love reading romantic stories
4. i'm afraid of loneliness, i need you peeps all around me at all times
5. i love travelling
6. i love to do shopping
7. i hate colonies of ants, and whatever EEK
8. i hate sweats and stickness
9. i love to talk
10. last but not least, i love to observe people

and and
i'm going to tag
1. sim weiyi
2. abigail
3. charmaine
4. sherman
5. weilin
6. joanne
7. hankee
8. yvonne
9. ben ho
10. alex

yawn yawn
this 1 whole week is like the most relax week
how i wish my life just continue like that
oh wells,
thanks to SGF.
no lesson monday,tuesday,thursday and friday

alright people,
don't be jealous, i got to chiong all the way like after this week
can't imagine doing 1 whole large model in vanessa house!
damn it

wonder how to start with the orchid project
more and more and more

watched hellboy with mummy
hmmm, i think the movie will be nicer if lot 1 has got better cinema seats

and Ngee Ann is giving me this huge lot of problems and
i'm going to faint
ANYBODY JUST TAG ME THE DEFINATION OF GUARDIAN?
THANKS

and i'm off to bath to meet moon in school to do tutorial
and taekwondo after that

ever since celestine is not in taekwondo,
i think i dread dragging my body to this sports
it's a nice sports, but everything and anything . . .

i want to live the way i want in my life
i want to live the way i desire
i want to have that type of life
but it's all not within my reach
goodbye my true life

and of course,
the disfigured pictures i took with charmaine one day
when both of us are slacking in the library!

i bought the skirt at $49 at topshop
actual price $109 okayys

this dress, my favourite
i finally meet these 2 girlssss

ABBY AND HANKEE

18/07
i met with my girls,
after so super long la!
i was like a clown to them la!
they looked at me, turning around, searching for them,
giggling!
SO BAD!



then abby couldn't decide what she really wants to eat la
and new york newyork had this longest queue ever in the universe!
so we had pizza hut
and abby was so fascinated about it la!
so we had had this superb honey chicken
a hawaii pizza that don taste like it
mushroom soup
YUMMY

had this long talk with them and camwhore
thanks girls
you made me understand more things :)
i'll always remember them in my heart

I PASS MY EVALUATION LIKE FINALLY
and everybody is so happy for me
next BASIC THEORY TEST

and out with weiyi on saturday to bugis
i want to have nice bikini tan too
talk, shopped, she's crazy bout tweety
and work
equals to failure and more failure

thanks gary for your scandals

oh, come on,
i'm finally meeting hankee and abby tmr
i so so so so damn miss them can (: (:

eh, you story-teller!
please smile okay
let them meet and let them fight
and let them settle la
the most important thing is to solve the bangkok trip
(:

maine,
i seriously want to thank you
be'cos, you enlighten me quite a few lot
and we've the same kind of thinking la!
i'm grateful that you sms me when i feel so depressed
and talked me out
and understand me (: (: (:
more gossip oopss more casual talk
the next time okayys

weiyi,
thanks too, you make me feel so much happier
and sometimes real crazy la
you siao one la, make me laugh no stop
forever

erin,
thanks for helping me out and nag at me like a mother
i'll try my best okay :D
loves


and sometimes i hope god just bring me back to heaven,
because i need to breathe!

okay,
the doctor took my blood from my wrist instead of my elbow there
correct place

it doesn't hurt as much as it seems
he just poke in and inner
and suck up the blood.
one bottle

hope my antibodies is high enought that i don have to take boosters

and i my nose is having symptoms of nose infection
but i'll be fine :D

somehow i hate working in that accent
though the people are nice at times
but they're not really that understanding
i seriously wasn't feeling well at all,
after all the running around,
i feel so giddy
but they didn't even ask if i'm okay la
never mind
then they still scold me can

1. i thought the bill must send out, so send together lorr,
i also don't know that the table has already pay the bill
the manager i'm rushing things around, never check everything properly, make this kind of stupid mistakes
WHA LIOW, LIKE FIRST TIME CAN

2.after clearing my own section, i helped, the other manager says, "if you've got no strength don't sweep, sweeping is a very tiring job, you sweep, makes me do double work."

3.i end work at 1030, so it's naturally i leave at 1030, and what worst is i'm not feeling well
but the the manager sarcastically says, " you want to leave, leave now, my part-timers all xin yang yang le!" then she says "recuriting you back is to make me more angry," then i reply, "good, then you can train your qi!"

oh no, i'm in this super duper uber big disaster now!!
i had my injection for the third time
and my arm muscle is like aching like crazy!
then doc had this check for me!
he said i had a very low antiobodies rate
so he needs to do a blood test for me
which is like
OH

MY

GOD!

ahem, my classmates are crazy!
RYUTA AND TIKOBEI! SHHHHHH

alright, and i'm super duper uber cuper late for class today!
alright, one's gone after the cuper thingy

so, i can't go for work today,
and i'm feeling kinda bad
but SWY says she's not going to be grateful, so forget it la

but thinking of getting a blood test seems crazy and terrible!
damn damn!

BYE!
i shall blog at home, cos i cannot stop laughing with those 2 at the back!

okay, i failed my evaluation for the second time with
the most perfect percentage
89%

oh god

with the terrible flu i'm facing with now
i seriously almost wanna to cry

but never mind
the 3rd time i sure pass

okay, stop whining and complaining
lest everybody hates you!
shhhh
goodbye

friendship, just fade with time
and
lost of communication

relationship, is either
love or hate
and
sadly
at last,
goodbye

for goodness hell sake
i'm seriously irritated like finally
alright
shall grumble first
ahem
had LD2 class, and we had to do group discussion for concept design
and we went arrive,
they were already in their own group
eating their tidbits
and chatting around
treating me and moon like some kind of
INVISIBLE

fine.

AND FOR LD2 I SWEAR, NO MATTER HOW HEAVY MY BAG IS I WILL ALWAYS BRING MY LAPTOP!

and even when they started their discussion,
they didn't even bother to like call us or something
HELLO
we're a team okay
WE DID OUR PART TOO

then we went over,
gave some ideas
but i think none is like chosen by her?
or only we can accept her ideas?

i almost stand up and show her my loudest scream can!

she always change my slide
so it's like no matter how nice i do
all will become brand new to me
i will forever just stare at the screen,
thinking,
HEY THAT'S NOT WHAT I DID
and how should i present?
LIKE, PLEASE HAVE THE COURTESY TO TELL ME THAT YOU CHANGE IT LA!
MANNERS CAN!
one time never mind but 2 to 3 times la,
you want perfect work also let me know la,
i also do until very tired and stressed can

i consider the fact that you're my leader and
one of the class tops
and you're sometimes nice
so i should just MAYBE jolly well
give you FACE
and respect you as somebody with strength
and do my part
and FULL-STOP!

and another complain is that,
i'm or we're suppose to TRAVEL
all the way to
SOMEBODY'S PRIVATE ESTATE
to do a model
but i feel, it's more of EATING SESSION
eat eat eat,
forever so proud,
always tell us,
how branded you are
where you always have got expensive food
how big our garden is
how comfortable your chair is
how big your room is
LAST BUT NOT LEAST
KEEP COMPLAINING
"I'M FAT", "I'VE GOT TUMMY!"
blah blah blah,
this and that

real sick

you're rich so
you always get to eat good food so
you always get branded food so
please give a bit thought to others can
once a few times it's okay
but not forever alright!

i guess most of us are pretty sick
and to be nice,
we just kept quiet

i think this post probably
only few will know
WORDS SPREAD
but i dare to face it

should be all
i'm so exhausted

may i have a bed of that for myself
as usual :D

THEY TOOK THIS
i think it looks cute
and i jolly well love this

i'm super super uber unhappy with myself la
i was suppose to have theory practise today,
but i messed up the timing
it wrote 1600
and my brains just remember 600
so i thought it was 6pm
which was 4 pm
AND
when i reach there then i discover okay
and and what worst was that
tmr
i
am
going
to
have
my
evaluation
test
OH MAN
i need help la!
i wanna to cry

but i feel so much better after i saw my cousins
they came my house to swim and they are so damn cute

and i met ah pui and huikai at newyork newyork for dinner
wha liow,
they damn irritating can!
keep disturbing me
they even send my pictures to their phones
irrtating la!
GRRRRRRR

this few weeks i'm super tired
i feel like i cannot hold on anymore
because i'm really tired

but no way man
i think i'll just carry on
because
i need to get good grades
because
i need to earn money for my driving
GRRRRR

everything has changed
everything not the same
why can't it be like the last time
where everyone is enjoying their work
laughters
even during busy times,
i enjoyed every single moment the last time
because i know they will cheer me up
i miss those times
new people
new look
new new new
i miss the old times
come back to me please!

just because of that misunderstanding
everythings changed too
why is everything changing?
why can't we just talked like we ere before
why can't be teased each other like before
does that mean that we can't talk forever
i saw you looking at me for a few times
i smiled
but i know you will not smile back so i turn away as soon as possible
i know you're okay now, i'm sorry that i caused all the misunderstandings
make sure you moved on well
and make sure you do well for your modules which you're afraid of failing
(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEECHENG

and these are the 2 major things that happen to me previous weeks
chu chu