REBECCA SOH LING HUI
APRIL 14 1990
NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC
loves fangs
loves smiles
This is my "depressed stance." When you're depressed, it makes a lot of difference how you stand.
The worst thing you can do is straighten up and hold your head high because then you'll start to feel better.
If you're going to get any joy out of being depressed, you've got to stand like this. ~Charlie Brown
INFORMATION
lil space of Queenb.
TAGBOARD
let me listen to you.
AFFILIATES
the big big world.
erin
isabel
shunhong
vanessa
weilin
yijie
dalton soh
weiyi
kim
andy teo
fatin
jialing
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isabel
shunhong
vanessa
weilin
yijie
dalton soh
weiyi
kim
andy teo
fatin
jialing
REMINISCENCE
flashbacks.
CREDITS
spontaneous applause.
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Sunday, September 28, 2008
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Time : 1:01 AM REPLY OF COMMENTS `spectre: hello mr photographer. who are you? thanks for that encouragement and no matter studio or theatre, it's the skills and experience that counts okayys. jia you. and are you joseph? `ah min: hey dearie. you still got read my blog huh. so sweet. anyway, whatever it is, i can't be bother with her anymore. say scold ignorance and so on doesn't do any effects on her. you know those kind, total hopeless that kind? you take care okayys. and chalet with be boringgg without you okayys! i like the first piece too (: (: `jocelyn: boo joc! i thought you will disappear into the universe. total no contact from you. it's so sweet of you to like give me your link once again. i need 5 tonnes of ice from antartic to chill right now. and you take care too. `kim: tmr will be a new day with everything going round once again ): `abby: hey sweetie. it's like so impoosible to find time to meet la. school's reopening soon. and like for the past few months, i guess you girls didn't even have time for me too. which is kinda sad la! and you girls are like extremely busy with your stuffs. so why not use the meet up time to do your own stuffs. there're so many things which cannot be force. like how i was being fly aeroplane by lots of people. maybe i'm of no significant la. take care. i'm getting so negative `spectre: hey once again. ya, thanks for that small suggestions. i think no matter how many times we tried to talk to her will be of wasting our own time and cells, so i rather she stays in her own world forever thinking she's perfectly right and stop coming into my territory! sometimes i wonder and suspect that quality too. `ben: hahaha, you're extremely right. what i wanna to say and how i totally feel, maybe you're the only person that knows bah. you keep it to yourself okay. i have total trust in you. and i believe you mean it the good way. i envy you. |
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
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Time : 11:27 PM  well, if everything were to be so nice and fantastic. i'll jolly well give you this smile every now and then. to even the most disturbing person in the whole wide world. i promise. and the way i got what i plan, the feeling is woots, flying in the sky knowing that what i want to achieve seriously just makes me go "woots woots!" hahahaha. you wanna to beat me? wait till next birth. peace yo HAHAHAHAH bingooooo
okay, that's my newest baby. FANTASTIC PRICE. COLOUR. SPECS
out with this late queen :P alright she will nag that she has got school and lalalala! had fish and co. twice in the month her treats. (: (: (:
if we could just ignore the entire world and do what we really desire, that would be the best let's work together to put those kilograms off from our body ahem, first of all, DISCIPLINE
stay like this forever okay i mean regardless of all the things which are happening right now just wish that you and your family will be good and of course, out of me in the picture you know what i mean  so i went to my granny house today. and this boy jason pae. is one of my favourites and one of the naughtiest
and this little pretty angel. too, is my favourite eeshan. she's extremely clever and they forced me to bring them to the playground under extreme weather conditions as in the sun!
and this is how adorable they can be(: total angel in disguise okay
3 lil silly
and some drawing competition actually i was dead beat. just to entertain them! :D too adorable to resist some jump shot which they enjoy
2nd aunt- joanne's mum 3rd uncle- jason's dad granny- my mum's mum and 4th aunt- eeshan's mum aka ahyimama
wilson, jason's elder bro another handsome chap well, seriously, all these while. all the pressure and stress is not what anyone of you could imagine. so what if my smiles are always that brillant and of always. the unhappiness, the pressure and all are not going to show it on my face. because that's totally not my style. unless immediate anger la! so what it's holiday now. there are so many things i'm facing. regardless of my sister's matter or some relationship matters. seriously my patience is at the brim. at times i wanna to just give up everything and hope god just take me away. but on a second thought after he takes me away, my parents and grandparents will be super duper heart-broken. i feel that's my sister is of total hopeless and i'm not going to be bother about her like anymore. i just post whatever i like, regardless of what my mummy's is going to scold me about. that person i mention on my previous post wanna to call me and scold me! HAHAHAHA! you don't even deserve my respect. prove to me you deserve it before you scold me la. 0.3% in another word _ _ _ _ _ and as for relationship. i made it clear to the party today. and i seriously hope that we can still be friends and stay as normal. because your actions totally and freaking just shocked me and scared me. i don't wanna to hurt your feelings. but no choice. there's no wrong or right. but i just wanna to say sorry. i hope i never did anything to lead you on. and i guess maybe i will just shift myself out of your eyes. and lessen all your sorrows. i will just stop going to your house to find your sisters. ya, so, jolly well take care and let's be friend yo.thanks for all these while E mum says i should go and find one now, like seriously. but i don't want to even though i desire. because that guy i will deeply fall in love with is not yet out in my eyes. who doesn't want to fall in love and be with the person you love and live happily ever after. i'm not going to rush into this kind of stuffs and get badly hurt. i'm not like someobdy. reckless. so warning friends, who knows. i might just suddenly get married and shocked you people. get ready the red packets.
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
Title : that person i always can't get along well
Time : 9:24 PM i got my motive done thus it's time for this post to go goodbye |
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
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Time : 10:51 PM  and these pictures are my portfolio for uan eh when i was sec3?
i've become more matured and know more of myself
everything just changed and i wanna to compare my future and now
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Time : 10:39 PM alright, if you've seen the pictures below. i know you must be laughing like real hard? i can't help it either i commented to the aunt, but she claims that i'm still young but i'm not that fat! like i looked bloated and chubby and gosh like 70kg can! i'm not lean but yet not that fat-ish? i guess like what benben says, the cameraman didn't really know how to capture my angle given? ya, cos he was like at the same position and the position is squat position? like what most models are scare of? god, encourage me too and i'll be waiting for the next batch of photos. stand by me peeps (: |
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Time : 9:40 PM see, what i mean!   |
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Time : 5:35 PM everything is just so not going my way 1.i'm tired but i don't wanna to sleep 2.my sister is pissing me off by not informing me that her friend are coming over, and the amount of perfume lingering on her can last for 5 days. worst smell than rubbish chute 3.blog is always going against me 4.i cannot watch my show, because that real player is pissing me off 5.my room is in a mess 6.i'm hungry 7.i want to give up in everything that class chalet that the class wanted, nobody seems to be real keen and interested la! like some cannot stay some don't want to reply me some cannot come 17-moon-joyce-jingxiang-edmund-mingyi-manqing-sean=10people not including those super last minute don't want to come kaoo, crazy i think i might just as well cancel it? 8.singapore is so small, there's nowhere i can go 9.if i know how to drive, bye 10.the nails are getting on my nerve 11.the last and most irritating stuff, friends keep flying my aeroplane.it's not fun at all okay, imagine that excitement you girls give me and then the huge disappointment that you girls thn throw onto me!. if you can't make it, don't date me or even like tell me! thanks for all your gracefulness! so please stop asking me to do things when you people are not keen at all! rah, fuck |
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Time : 8:42 AM  i'm so so so so depressed can! supposing, this very morning 9am i should be at raffles marina club in that gorgeous yacht bathing in the sun enjoying the food! BUT
that sickening, irritating and pissing i want to go!i want to go!i want to go!i want to go!
and i bought a new camera, fantastic isn't it, first picture taken like finally and mummy isn't feeling well, so ya, she looks sick.
and i went true yoga for hot yoga heard of hot yoga? means you will do yoga in a 37 degrees room i was sweating like a pig can! i've never see my sweat dripping all over my body before! cool
i was freaking hell lot turn off my the price can! like monthly still must pay 195++ they think i dig my $$ from the wall i mean, my parents are able to afford, but i don't want to be so spendthrift and rely on my parents at such a age i'm independent, for sure i believe i don't need all these now! AND my dearest toh toh, please don't always do things last minute okayy! i just hope that you will change your lifestyle, so that you will do good for your future i don't mean to control the way you're now but i really want to do you good and encourage you! (: (: |
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
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Time : 12:29 AM i cannot explain how troubled i'm feeling right now i'm glad that badbad senior is the first person to ask how am i i blame myself why did i asked him questions he apologise for the past rude remarks he made hint: the guy who live below me. 5th floor and i'm glad he did i mean i didn't really put it to heart i forget things easily especially bad stuffs i wonder if i feel better when everything is just like how it was i feel so weird i think i'm better off a nun i'm so scared off by guys' woo he just asked me out for dinner or a movie but i don't even have the courage to say " yes, i'm free! i choose movie!" cos i feel that i bring disasters to guys who tried to woo me i caused misery i just want everything to be simple and perfect i want smiles laughters happiness no sorrows no misunderstanding argh now what should i do i guess i must solve it myself again because nobody will give me a sloution unless i asked right |
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Monday, September 22, 2008
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Time : 9:32 PM  harbour front dining with family are those moments i tried to remember forever and ever. because as my sisters grows, the further they're, drifting away from us THEY ARE GROWING UP
YOU YOU YOU. isabel soh |
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Time : 9:04 AM  well well well,anybody miss my face :D :D
out with you on saturday hope you enjoyed treat yourself better
bought 2 books ho ho ho been bookworm for the past few days (:(:  sunshine and rain through the shelter |
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
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Time : 10:10 PM PEOPLE I GOT SOMETHING TO TELL YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! i went for a wedding gown shoot today! for really la soon i will add up the link and then you people will be the first few to see me in wedding gown ahem, even earlier than my future mr right cool right! hahahaha and i'm not paid for it because the main purpose is to sell the gown and help the poor nice right! then guess what they will advertise in FEMALE BRIDE eh, as for which issue i'm not sure but what i'm sure about is that MY FACE WILL APPEAR LA! ho ho ho i seriously seriously need to slim down like 4 more kg! some of the pictures are like super fat! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH |
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Time : 10:06 PM BABY MICKEY AND FRIENDS 2009 SCHEDULE BOOK thanks eugene! that's my new brain (: |
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Saturday, September 20, 2008
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Time : 11:05 PM "once upon a time there's a story there's a guy and a girl in the story, the guy met the girl love her woo her just like the other story but on the day of propose the lightning strike him, when he woke up he's already in hell however, it's not the end because sometimes doesn't change even in the millions of years off you go my beloved, the wife of others" Giddens how wonderful love is how pathetic love is longed yet hate |
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Time : 6:57 PM "with boyfriend or no boyfriend it doesn't really matter to me!" reallly maine, you'll understand me right the behind story |
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Friday, September 12, 2008
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Time : 6:43 PM  i watch babylon AD yesterday with eugene the show = okay the girl = super hot the guy = super man and i treat him dinner and that guy keep the receipt hahaha thanks for waiting for me for that 6 hours! (: |
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Time : 6:13 PM wellllll i did nail extension seriously it's super pretty but at the same time, i'm having problem 1. i can't wear my jeans properly! 2. i got difficulty in typing [like right now!] 3. i cannot draw properly 4. i cannot text properly! 5. please open can drinks for me etcccsss i want to re- perm my hair but hair not long enough i want to go overseas but daddy says, pay yourself i want to visit wesly and wd in L but i don't know how to go i want to get my pay but cut off date not coming i want to go dating but i go no prince i want to watch movie but why all are almost all my friends working if not studying i want a camera but no money i want to smash k800i onto the wall but no new phone i want to be busy but in a princess way i want to hang out with friends ever and ever but they are always so busy i want to be extremely tall but i'm already standing 165 in this world "too bad rebecca!" i miss erin badly but she is on the other side of the globe i miss glenna but she is working in starbucks i miss charmaine but she's in thailand i need your hugs badly! i'm feeling so low ): i miss vanessa but she ends school like super late and i've been seeing her! ho ho ho i miss abby i want to talk to you i don't miss weiyi because she miss her TA peeps and money more than me whateverrrrrrrrr i don't miss hankee because she is so into her bf and work bye you thiiissss piggg i think i come from a star name L star ♥ |
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Thursday, September 11, 2008
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Time : 11:35 AM mmm... i'm seriously sorry abby dear i didn't mean it forgive me okay ): ): ): alright, i'm kinda getting sick of mooncakes now everyday see smell pack mooncakes rush here and there pack here and there carry here and there if you were to see me on street, you can see my 2-headed muscle la rar rar AND eugene invited me to join his family for he's POP well, i'm extremely excited about it cos i don't have a elder bro nor a younger bro so it's totally impossible for me to join all these kinds of activities hee i was like slightly late because i went to do mani and pedi but i only manage to finish my pedi and rush out i was like super sorry about it and he's mummy said " if i fail to see my son in the pop then i will see you in the wedding ceremony! " i was totally stunt okay! and getting slightly frantic about it " no auntie, i don't want to get married so early i know you must be kidding me!" AND THAT VANESSA AND SHUANA WAS PRACTICALLY LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY! DAMN IT! VANESSA ARE YOU REALLY MY GOODY GOODY girlFRIEND! hahahahhaha hmmm, wondering why will pop be held in the night! then we had refreshment and well everybody's happy! and we went to jumbo seafood restaurant wha liow, the crab is super spicy can! and eugene keep calling me laopo or darling can! faints* lucky we know each other for so so so long le hahaahaha |
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Monday, September 08, 2008
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Time : 2:43 AM well, for those people who cares about me must be wondering what i've been doing alright and let me tell you that i've been super hardworking i've been working all these while ever since last tuesday no break maybe next wednesday or maybe friday will be the last day hmmm, i don't know why am i so chiong but wellsss, who doesn't want money i'll take good care of myself hmmm, previous admin job and now a super adorable job packing of mooncake so those people who ate the shang mooncake might be packed from my very own hands and eekoon and des-the bear are both super funny person and i discover that weidong, eekoon and des have got the same kind of laugh FGB, nope, i've not been and i've stop it's been so long ever since you cared about me okay ever since you got FGB's WIFE thanks (: (: i will remember that my back is so much important than anything else p.s weidong, i've been taking super good care of myself okayys, you must enjoyed and solve her problems alright recently, i've a dream my prince is so near me i guess it's coming it's not somebody i know it's not somebody you know that very strong feeling i cannot resist it i need to rest i need to stand stong JIA YOU B how does a blind cross the road? |
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