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Welcome to QUEENb's lil space of thoughts
Sunday, September 28, 2008Y

REPLY OF COMMENTS

`spectre: hello mr photographer. who are you? thanks for that encouragement and no matter studio or theatre, it's the skills and experience that counts okayys. jia you. and are you joseph?

`ah min: hey dearie. you still got read my blog huh. so sweet. anyway, whatever it is, i can't be bother with her anymore. say scold ignorance and so on doesn't do any effects on her. you know those kind, total hopeless that kind? you take care okayys. and chalet with be boringgg without you okayys! i like the first piece too (: (:

`jocelyn: boo joc! i thought you will disappear into the universe. total no contact from you. it's so sweet of you to like give me your link once again. i need 5 tonnes of ice from antartic to chill right now. and you take care too.

`kim: tmr will be a new day with everything going round once again ):

`abby: hey sweetie. it's like so impoosible to find time to meet la. school's reopening soon. and like for the past few months, i guess you girls didn't even have time for me too. which is kinda sad la! and you girls are like extremely busy with your stuffs. so why not use the meet up time to do your own stuffs. there're so many things which cannot be force. like how i was being fly aeroplane by lots of people. maybe i'm of no significant la. take care. i'm getting so negative

`spectre: hey once again. ya, thanks for that small suggestions. i think no matter how many times we tried to talk to her will be of wasting our own time and cells, so i rather she stays in her own world forever thinking she's perfectly right and stop coming into my territory! sometimes i wonder and suspect that quality too.

`ben: hahaha, you're extremely right. what i wanna to say and how i totally feel, maybe you're the only person that knows bah. you keep it to yourself okay. i have total trust in you. and i believe you mean it the good way. i envy you.

ends at 1:01 AM

Saturday, September 27, 2008Y




well, if everything were to be so nice and fantastic. i'll jolly well give you this smile every now and then. to even the most disturbing person in the whole wide world. i promise.
and the way i got what i plan, the feeling is woots, flying in the sky






knowing that what i want to achieve seriously just makes me go "woots woots!" hahahaha.


you wanna to beat me? wait till next birth.


peace yo


HAHAHAHAH


bingooooo









okay, that's my newest baby.



FANTASTIC PRICE. COLOUR. SPECS








out with this late queen :P



alright she will nag that she has got school and lalalala!



had fish and co. twice in the month



her treats. (: (: (:









if we could just ignore the entire world and do what we really desire, that would be the best



let's work together to put those kilograms off from our body



ahem, first of all, DISCIPLINE







stay like this forever okay


i mean regardless of all the things which are happening right now


just wish that you and your family will be good


and of course, out of me in the picture


you know what i mean




so i went to my granny house today.


and this boy jason pae. is one of my favourites and one of the naughtiest





and this little pretty angel. too, is my favourite


eeshan. she's extremely clever


and they forced me to bring them to the playground under extreme weather conditions


as in the sun!




and this is how adorable they can be(:


total angel in disguise okay





3 lil silly




and some drawing competition


actually i was dead beat. just to entertain them! :D


too adorable to resist


some jump shot

which they enjoy

2nd aunt- joanne's mum

3rd uncle- jason's dad

granny- my mum's mum

and

4th aunt- eeshan's mum aka ahyimama

wilson, jason's elder bro

another handsome chap

well, seriously, all these while. all the pressure and stress is not what anyone of you could imagine. so what if my smiles are always that brillant and of always. the unhappiness, the pressure and all are not going to show it on my face. because that's totally not my style. unless immediate anger la! so what it's holiday now. there are so many things i'm facing. regardless of my sister's matter or some relationship matters. seriously my patience is at the brim. at times i wanna to just give up everything and hope god just take me away. but on a second thought after he takes me away, my parents and grandparents will be super duper heart-broken. i feel that's my sister is of total hopeless and i'm not going to be bother about her like anymore. i just post whatever i like, regardless of what my mummy's is going to scold me about.

that person i mention on my previous post wanna to call me and scold me! HAHAHAHA! you don't even deserve my respect. prove to me you deserve it before you scold me la. 0.3% in another word _ _ _ _ _

and as for relationship. i made it clear to the party today. and i seriously hope that we can still be friends and stay as normal. because your actions totally and freaking just shocked me and scared me. i don't wanna to hurt your feelings. but no choice. there's no wrong or right. but i just wanna to say sorry. i hope i never did anything to lead you on. and i guess maybe i will just shift myself out of your eyes. and lessen all your sorrows. i will just stop going to your house to find your sisters. ya, so, jolly well take care and let's be friend yo.thanks for all these while E

mum says i should go and find one now, like seriously. but i don't want to even though i desire. because that guy i will deeply fall in love with is not yet out in my eyes. who doesn't want to fall in love and be with the person you love and live happily ever after. i'm not going to rush into this kind of stuffs and get badly hurt. i'm not like someobdy. reckless. so warning friends, who knows. i might just suddenly get married and shocked you people. get ready the red packets.


ends at 11:27 PM

Thursday, September 25, 2008Y
that person i always can't get along well

i got my motive done
thus it's time for this post to go
goodbye

ends at 9:24 PM

Wednesday, September 24, 2008Y


and these pictures are my portfolio for uan
eh when i was sec3?



i've become more matured and know more of myself


everything just changed and i wanna to compare my future and now



however the best still is to strive and move forward


ends at 10:51 PM


alright, if you've seen the pictures below.
i know you must be laughing like real hard?
i can't help it either
i commented to the aunt, but she claims that i'm still young
but i'm not that fat!
like i looked bloated and chubby and gosh
like 70kg can!
i'm not lean but yet not that fat-ish?
i guess like what benben says,
the cameraman didn't really know how to capture my angle given?
ya, cos he was like at the same position
and the position is squat position?
like what most models are scare of?

god, encourage me too
and i'll be waiting for the next batch of photos.
stand by me peeps (:

ends at 10:39 PM




okay, here are the few pictures out of the 400th++ pictures

the first gown is one of my fav





be a pretty lady with more tone figure is what i badly need.





like the peacock with the most pretty feather






ya, they said this is the chinese cheongsum but it looks more like mixture of malay and chinese designs





sexy sexy boom

AND FOR THE OTHER 2 PICTURES, WHICH REALLY SCARES THE FREAK OUT OF ME!BEWARE. THAT'S NOT ME OKAYY! EXTREMEMLY EXPANDED! GOSH!

JUST LEAVE ME A COMMENT

THANKS



























ends at 9:53 PM


see, what i mean!




ends at 9:40 PM


everything is just so not going my way

1.i'm tired but i don't wanna to sleep
2.my sister is pissing me off by not informing me that her friend are coming over, and the amount of perfume lingering on her can last for 5 days.
worst smell than rubbish chute
3.blog is always going against me
4.i cannot watch my show, because that real player is pissing me off
5.my room is in a mess
6.i'm hungry
7.i want to give up in everything
that class chalet that the class wanted, nobody seems to be real keen and interested la!
like some cannot stay
some don't want to reply me
some cannot come
17-moon-joyce-jingxiang-edmund-mingyi-manqing-sean=10people
not including those super last minute don't want to come
kaoo,
crazy
i think i might just as well cancel it?
8.singapore is so small, there's nowhere i can go
9.if i know how to drive, bye
10.the nails are getting on my nerve
11.the last and most irritating stuff, friends keep flying my aeroplane.it's not fun at all okay, imagine that excitement you girls give me and then the huge disappointment that you girls thn throw onto me!. if you can't make it, don't date me or even like tell me! thanks for all your gracefulness!

so please stop asking me to do things when you people are not keen at all!

rah, fuck

ends at 5:35 PM




i'm so so so so depressed can!
supposing, this very morning
9am
i should be at raffles marina club
in that gorgeous yacht
bathing in the sun
enjoying the food!
BUT


that sickening, irritating and pissing
thunderstorm heavy rain just ruin everything
i'm so well-prepared can
i woke up at 6.30 just to bath and changed
and before i could change well and make up
i was staring at the sky and the rain
mummy came in and said " b, don't go, go another day, i'll worry for you, if not i don't talk to you anymore!"
ARGH

i want to go!i want to go!i want to go!i want to go!

and i bought a new camera, fantastic isn't it, first picture taken

like finally

and mummy isn't feeling well, so ya, she looks sick.

and i went true yoga for hot yoga

heard of hot yoga?

means you will do yoga in a 37 degrees room

i was sweating like a pig can! i've never see my sweat dripping all over my body before!

cool



and the membership+joiningfee+monthly fee= 800++
i was freaking hell lot turn off my the price can!
like monthly still must pay 195++
they think i dig my $$ from the wall
i mean, my parents are able to afford,
but i don't want to be so spendthrift and rely on my parents at such a age
i'm independent, for sure i believe
i don't need all these now!

AND
my dearest toh toh, please don't always do things last minute okayy!
i just hope that you will change your lifestyle, so that you will do good for your future
i don't mean to control the way you're now
but i really want to do you good and encourage you! (: (:

ends at 8:42 AM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008Y

i cannot explain how troubled i'm feeling right now
i'm glad that badbad senior is the first person to ask how am i
i blame myself
why did i asked him questions
he apologise for the past rude remarks he made
hint: the guy who live below me. 5th floor
and i'm glad he did
i mean i didn't really put it to heart
i forget things easily
especially bad stuffs
i wonder if i feel better when everything is just like how it was
i feel so weird
i think i'm better off a nun
i'm so scared off by guys' woo
he just asked me out for dinner or a movie
but i don't even have the courage to say " yes, i'm free! i choose movie!"
cos i feel that i bring disasters to guys who tried to woo me
i caused misery
i just want everything to be simple and perfect
i want smiles
laughters
happiness
no sorrows
no misunderstanding

argh
now what should i do
i guess i must solve it myself again
because nobody will give me a sloution unless i asked right

ends at 12:29 AM

Monday, September 22, 2008Y



harbour front dining with family are those moments i tried to remember forever and ever. because as my sisters grows, the further they're, drifting away from us
THEY ARE GROWING UP


YOU YOU YOU. isabel soh
i seriously hope that, you will do well in your exams and be more obedient la, lesser all your phone conversation which are all so useless! (:


ends at 9:32 PM


well well well,
anybody miss my face :D :D



out with you on saturday

hope you enjoyed

treat yourself better


bought 2 books

ho ho ho

been bookworm for the past few days (:(:

sunshine and rain through the shelter

ends at 9:04 AM

Sunday, September 21, 2008Y

PEOPLE I GOT SOMETHING TO TELL YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

i went for a wedding gown shoot today!
for really la
soon i will add up the link and then you people will be the first few to see me in wedding gown
ahem, even earlier than my future mr right
cool right!

hahahaha
and i'm not paid for it
because the main purpose is to sell the gown and help the poor
nice right!

then guess what
they will advertise in FEMALE BRIDE
eh, as for which issue i'm not sure
but what i'm sure about is that
MY FACE WILL APPEAR LA!
ho ho ho

i seriously seriously need to slim down like 4 more kg!
some of the pictures are like super fat!
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ends at 10:10 PM


BABY MICKEY AND FRIENDS
2009 SCHEDULE BOOK
thanks eugene!
that's my new brain (:

ends at 10:06 PM

Saturday, September 20, 2008Y

"once upon a time
there's a story
there's a guy and a girl
in the story, the guy met the girl
love her
woo her
just like the other story
but
on the day of propose
the lightning strike him, when he woke up he's already in hell
however, it's not the end
because
sometimes doesn't change even in the millions of years

off you go my beloved, the wife of others"
Giddens


how wonderful love is
how pathetic love is
longed yet hate

ends at 11:05 PM


"with boyfriend or no boyfriend
it doesn't really matter to me!"

reallly





maine, you'll understand me right
the behind story

ends at 6:57 PM

Friday, September 12, 2008Y



i watch babylon AD yesterday with eugene
the show = okay
the girl = super hot
the guy = super man

and i treat him dinner
and that guy keep the receipt
hahaha

thanks for waiting for me for that 6 hours!
(:

ends at 6:43 PM


wellllll
i did nail extension
seriously
it's super pretty
but
at the same time, i'm having problem

1. i can't wear my jeans properly!
2. i got difficulty in typing [like right now!]
3. i cannot draw properly
4. i cannot text properly!
5. please open can drinks for me
etcccsss

i want to re- perm my hair
but hair not long enough

i want to go overseas
but daddy says, pay yourself

i want to visit wesly and wd in L
but i don't know how to go

i want to get my pay
but cut off date not coming

i want to go dating
but i go no prince

i want to watch movie
but why all are almost all my friends working if not studying

i want a camera
but no money

i want to smash k800i onto the wall
but no new phone

i want to be busy
but in a princess way

i want to hang out with friends ever and ever
but they are always so busy

i want to be extremely tall
but i'm already standing 165 in this world
"too bad rebecca!"

i miss erin badly
but she is on the other side of the globe

i miss glenna
but she is working in starbucks

i miss charmaine
but she's in thailand
i need your hugs badly!
i'm feeling so low ):

i miss vanessa
but she ends school like super late
and i've been seeing her! ho ho ho

i miss abby
i want to talk to you

i don't miss weiyi
because she miss her TA peeps and money more than me
whateverrrrrrrrr

i don't miss hankee
because she is so into her bf and work
bye you thiiissss piggg

i think i come from a star name
L star


ends at 6:13 PM

Thursday, September 11, 2008Y

mmm...
i'm seriously sorry abby dear
i didn't mean it
forgive me okay
): ): ):

alright, i'm kinda getting sick of mooncakes now
everyday see smell pack mooncakes
rush here and there
pack here and there
carry here and there

if you were to see me on street, you can see my 2-headed muscle la

rar rar

AND
eugene invited me to join his family for he's POP
well, i'm extremely excited about it
cos i don't have a elder bro nor a younger bro so it's totally impossible for me to join all these kinds of activities
hee
i was like slightly late because i went to do mani and pedi
but i only manage to finish my pedi and rush out
i was like super sorry about it and he's mummy said
" if i fail to see my son in the pop then i will see you in the wedding ceremony! "
i was totally stunt okay! and getting slightly frantic about it
" no auntie, i don't want to get married so early i know you must be kidding me!"
AND THAT VANESSA AND SHUANA WAS PRACTICALLY LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY!
DAMN IT!
VANESSA ARE YOU REALLY MY GOODY GOODY girlFRIEND!
hahahahhaha

hmmm, wondering why will pop be held in the night!

then we had refreshment and well everybody's happy!

and we went to jumbo seafood restaurant
wha liow, the crab is super spicy can!

and eugene keep calling me laopo or darling can!
faints*
lucky we know each other for so so so long le
hahaahaha

ends at 11:35 AM

Monday, September 08, 2008Y

well, for those people who cares about me
must be wondering what i've been doing
alright and let me tell you that
i've been super hardworking
i've been working all these while
ever since last tuesday
no break
maybe next wednesday or maybe friday will be the last day
hmmm,
i don't know why am i so chiong but wellsss,
who doesn't want money
i'll take good care of myself
hmmm,
previous admin job
and now
a super adorable job
packing of mooncake
so those people who ate the shang mooncake might be packed from my very own hands
and eekoon and des-the bear
are both super funny person
and i discover that weidong, eekoon and des have got the same kind of laugh
FGB, nope, i've not been and i've stop
it's been so long ever since you cared about me okay
ever since you got FGB's WIFE
thanks (: (:
i will remember that my back is so much important than anything else
p.s weidong, i've been taking super good care of myself okayys, you must enjoyed and solve her problems alright
recently, i've a dream
my prince
is so near me
i guess it's coming
it's not somebody i know
it's not somebody you know
that very strong feeling
i cannot resist it
i need to rest
i need to stand stong
JIA YOU B
how does a blind cross the road?

ends at 2:43 AM