
hello beings
do you know, today is my last day of work in Fuji Xerox
do you know, i have a mix feeling towards that place
do you know, i actually like the place a lil bit
do you know, now then i know how active i am. i can't sit still
do you know, my back almost split into 10 pieces during this 1 week
do you know, time flies.
do you know, actually i was hopping around blog while working and discover some big news
? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?hahahahaha!and from my face, you can actually tell how happy i am
that's of course!
i seriously need to move around every half seconds
really!
and actually,
i really must thank
vanessa, that girlfriend of mine for this jobif not this 8 weeks,
other than pocket money, i would have been rotting the whole 1 week plus at home
watching tv instead!
seriously,
let me warn you people.
long hours of looking at the laptop, dektop or even my favourite tv
is extremely bad for the eyes, the brains and the nerves
do you know when you're watching tv, your brain activity rate actually decrease by 30%
BUT
i still love my tv!
i always wonder, i must be that screw or something related to tv, my previous life
seriously,
ever before i know how to spell words like 'understanding'
i already can memorise the whole tv guide
i mean WHOLE!
and if you wonder,
why my face looks like that,
let me tell you
that is how i look after long hours of staring in at the tv
or the laptop
and of course,
cousin headache will knock my door,
and welcome me with a brand new aching day!
fantastic hur!
yucks!
DON'T YOU EVER SAY I ALWAYS LOOK LIKE THAT!
zomg!
ouch!
and you know
after 1 whole day of wasting your energy staring at the laptop
moving only your hands and your mouth
you eventually will get hungry
and
what worst is
you discover you mummy didn't cook dinner
and this is the time where i tranform myself into a lil mouse
sneaking, (my house hor!)
no no, is seaching for FOOD! DESIRE
and when you discover the cup noodle! (wooooh!)
i would say, it taste just like abalone!
i was so hungry! super hungry!

the moment of peace,
moment of joy
and the moment of silence!
DO YOU KNOW, I HATE SQUEEZING THE MRT OR THE BUS
ESPECIALLY DURING PEAK HOURS?
LOTS AND LOTS OF PEOPLE
AND I TOTALLY RAH DETEST IT!
i wonder when my daddy will ever get me a car!
ahhh, stupid economy recession.
why must people keep staring at me when i'm in the train
why must people keep sligh touching me in the train
especially when their nails are extremely long
i hate it when they take up my comfortable zone with strangers!
why did i spend 2000 plus to get my license and squeeze with strangers
hate america for this moment!
okay, love it again
cos my erin is there!
rah

today
as usual,
i was blog hoping
i saw one of the past campmate's wordpress
kpo me, went and take a look
well, i expected to see something
cos i already know what i want to find in there
then, when i saw it
i was having this total tsunami emotion stir up
i ponder,
do i still dislike his face
or was it because he is in a much better state i expected him to be
as he has got a gf, and things have already pass so long
think think think thinkthink think think think think think think think think think think think
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i know
1. i don't hate him anymore
2. i have learnt let all the unhappiness go
3. i'm getting more and more confused about how i'm thinking

but, there's one thing i know.
is that after the previous post, i'm trying hard to control my temper and my stubborness.
i want to think things in a much simpler form.

i want to pick up that innocence that i've long abandon years ago.
i have grow up, mentally
with more sensible thinking now.

i shall end this post witha happy smile
and continue my days with this smile
help me okay, if i need help okay.
xoxo