smile just bring people closer,
try similing at everyone
everybody

i had facial
and i had my eyebrow done

why is my memory card not working!
i can't upload my pictures and i'm frustrated!

i'm finally taking in oxygen
i don't have to rush reports today
hohoho!

actually i manage to escape out of my report world this week
out with johannesss to T3 for popeye.
some chats and i discover something which is so cute and funny!
& had some supper with mingtao and their friends.
& he's so cute to not recognise me in my specs
DO I LOOK DIFFERENT IN SPECS OR SOMETHING HURHURHUR!
mydriving instructor once said i look more wild without specs!
WILD YOU KNOW!

my god!

and starbucks with jeffrey, in front of fullerton
actually we wanna to go to marina barrage.
but that jiafuli lost his way
couldn't get out way out!
had fun teasing each other and all those pictures we took!
and a bite on his hand! hahahahahah

oh yea, out with jeffrey and ruizhi yesterday
to had NIGHT IN THE MUSEUM!
had so much fun
and don't test my smack okay!
ruizhi irritated me and i gave him a slap on his hand
bright red tattoo!

& NDP MOTIVATOR
tell you what, my muscle is aching madly now
super pain.
however super fun. i had so much laughters
we played this food junction
$30 for 15 dishes include 3 days
can or not
super full leh!
ahahaha
and the dance is super fun and difficult
i could make it for some!
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
SOS!


xoxo
QUEENb




i'm pretty surprised that you got my bloglink. though i did 'announce' at FB
i really enjoyed texting you
though you've to solve davinci code!
and i want to bite you!
hohohoh

sometimes when life is so tied up and stressful
all i want to do is sit down there andstre into spaces
sometimes when i feel that i'm all alone rushing out all the reports
text messages from you, you and you
just makes me smile
and feel less irritated (:
sometimes when i just want to abandon my school reports and chiong
i'm glad that weekdays i've you and weekends i've another you

and these you just made me feel so much better
if you're confused, it's all different you.

and sometimes people are just trying to get up my nerves.
(bubble though) DIAO SI TA HAO LE LA!

i can't believe i did it
and he though it was a pick up line
which i totally wanna to bite him!




and i'm perfectly fine.

maybe i was wrong

thanks for reminding (:

have been hanging out late, because my 'government' is not home!
after work on saturday
after that scary encounter with a customer, who offer me to drink whisky with greentea
and mum was scolding me super dumb!
well, it's my first time encountering this kind of stuffs what! like no one's around to help me also!
i faster called jeffrey and he came to fetch me.
together with ruizhi, minjie and dalton

we hang out
to eat. and to slack
at first we plan to slack at some kopitiam,
in the end, sit at some kerb and eat maggi mee! hahahaha
super cool can. like it's not my life
but i totally enjoy it.
and i had some snapshots of the cat!
scroll down*
and the cat eyes are
AWESOME! GLOWING!

then we drive to west coast to chit-chat
and it was already 3 plus when i reach home.
BELIEVE IT OR NOT
IT WAS 3 WHEN I WAKE UP ON SUNDAY!
super cannot believe it, cos jeffrey miscalled me 2 times
hahahaha

and i'm off to work once again!

i've been trying very hard these few days.
i've never tried being this tired beofore for projects and reports.
i'm so glad they told me my faults and tell me what i'm wrong at.
they made me realise how weak i am actually
they made me realise how lousy i'm actually.
they made me feel i've lost my confidence
they made me feel so lousy at first
HOWEVER
no, i feel that i'm recharge. not with energy
but with confidence. they make me realise that it's time for me to wake up and really put in all my effort for this last year.
i must make my last year the most tired and fufilling year.
no matter how many times i'm going to break down
no matter how many times i yawn in class
no matter how many times i feel like giving up
i know that lots of people will be there to recharge me with their energy.
and maybe some might not. cos they feel that i'm throwing attitude
i feel that our distance are parting apart.
maybe i just can't adapt to the new you. but whatever it is.
you've got the life that you want now and i've got what i need to do now
and i'm pretty sure that if there's nothing serious now, i will not contact you.
because you will never reply calls.

good night

xoxo
b

thanks erinlove, reply your email soon.
i'm glad i've you.

HOLA!
well, i'm pretty awake and tired and hungry at the same time
yes, i'm a quite not-bad multi-tasker.

had jeffrey's present bought.
meet weidong and his schoolmate
and EEKOON! i super cannot believe that he is working in Clinque.
and he told me that he needs to help the customers to do make-ups too.
can you imagine a guy 180plusplus. doing that, i know,
super gay. still i think he looks quite professional in that coat. hahahaha!

reached pasir ris,
had a great scare by the RAT!
board a car which almost make me lose my life i think!
most scary than crazy taxi.

reached jeffrey's party.
whao, not bad ah.turn out to be quite happening and fun.
messed around with the people and had a great chat with zhuo's girlfriend.
hahaha, a pretty nice and had her own thinking lady! like her (: (:

had the DURIAN CAKE, first time in my whole life. and it's extremely huge slice. *sos
lucky i manage to pass some to edwin, the guy i'm protecting HAHAHAHA
called daddy and i stayed over. WOOTS
forever and ever, whenever i'm close to the guy or flingfling before,
whenever they asked me out for their party,
standard procedures.
1. take picture alone
2. noises to kiss ah, this and that *which is so funny in my case
3. ka-ching, snap and run. hahahaha!
but i totally enjoy having this kind of funs. like not everyone will has it.

Ehub to loyang temple to changni beach to sleep
imagine by the time all these finish it's already 5am
manage to get a place in the room.
squeeze with jeffrey, raymond and jinrong on the bed.

at first when i was just with jinrong and raymond alone in the room
they were like " rebecca, xiao xin hor, only girl!"
blah blah blah, and the last sentence
" bu yao look down on yourself hor!" you know, like attraction kind.
liow, xia si wo. so i diam diam sleep.
next, jeffrey hopped on to the bed, 3 guys took the floor
and tat stupid ruizhi keep gaying with peiqing *which total irritates him
and that makes me laugh pretty badly.

blanket snatching, ahchooing, snooring blah blah blah
till morning, i had 'FIGHT' with jeffrey and raymond.
tickling around. jeffrey even help me to massage my sole, super shuang. hahahaha.
and peel my dead skin. HAHAHAHA!
and other funny stories. which 1 post can never finish.

OH YA!
did i mention i drive jeff's car. and ruizhi was like
" wao, ESCAPE!"
HAHAHAHAHAHA. SUPER FUNNY LA!
seriously, i got a scare myself too.


HAHAHAHA!
kinder (:
my favourite. and the toy did bring us some laughters and joy too
like crazily


AND THIS IS RUIZHIIII!
LOOKS PRETTY RETARD RIGHT.
well, he's actually stirring his drink.
and jeff took a shot.

xoxo
b

first time in chalet without a drop of alcohol.

hola,

work was quite pleasing yesterday
though at 1 moment i feel that my chest is so heavy
because they send me to the smoking area. and the customers are smoking some weird weird cigarettes. SLK or something. and it stinks to core.

*cough!

cleared the bins with jas.
oh my god!
never mind, rennnn.

after work is my happiest movie.
daniel, one of the shareholders
taught me how to pour a double foam beer.
and what's best is that

HE TREAT ME DRINKS
AND ANOTHER CUSTOMER TREAT ME DRINKS TOO!
so i got to choose all kind of drinks and i kind of bully the bartender!
hahaha,
so i blurblur go home

on phone with weidong and sleep like a pig!
hahahahah (:

how nice if life is always so happening.
well, it's consider happening compared to what i'm going thru now.


xoxo
B

hola

someone please tell me when will the world collapse?
cos it's already collapse in my world.

if you happe to see me lying down flat on the floor,
please tell the medic, i'm overly exhausted.
just give me a comfortable bed and pillow and air con will do.
and of course " please do not disturb" sign

red.blood.eyes.super.aching.and.painful.back.


sos

hola!

ohhhh man ooohhh man!
my daddytiger is back from macau!
and he got 4 of us gifts!

woots woots

and i got the most gifts!
i got a cap, cos he feels that i ones i bought are not-so-nice!
but his aren't that nice also what! hahaha. but so long it's from Espirit, i'm tat with it!

then then,
he got me a perfume from Espirit
and
a pair of earring B.T.W not from Espirit

hahahahahah!

right, i'm a total Espitit Fan! (: (:
boohooo.
my family too!
cos it's the shop of my dad's fav idol!

CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW I'M GRINNING WHILE TYPING
FROM 1POINT TO ANOTHER?
HAHAHAHAH

and i'm off for my sushi buffet now!

guess what, i played traunt today ): ):

hello sweetie erin,

this is like a total disaster okay!
you definitely should come back to singapore.
however, please don't quarrel or argue with your parents if they seriously don't allow okay.
cos it's not going to be good!


and alaska is not going to nice,
cos it's going to be supeeeerrr cold i think

and swine flu is totally just like another cold i think.
just because people took lightly of it,
you pass to me and i pass to you,
that's why it got so serious?

eeeerrrrr,
i was stilll so excited about our sunday breakfast.
well well well.



xoxo
and love you no matter you coming back or not la!
B

HOLA!

today, i guess i'm miss disaster!
i woke up late. and was late for my appointment
thought maybe bus will be good, who knows, must arrive 15 mins before the appointment time
and it's from lot1 to town
so near bt.panjang, i drop off and decided to took a cab

BUT, who knows, after 15 plus 20 mintues,
there is no cab with the green light insight
and i started to get real panic and irritated.
lucky, just as i was making the call for cab. i saw one and boarded.

AND, did i mention that while i was walking to get a cab after 10 mins,
my FAVOURITE PLATFORM HEELS STRIP BROKE?
i was like, someone save me please, and i'm sure to marry you!
oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NEXT, was suppose to meet for project, however cancel
and i don't wanna to go home so early
so i text jeffrey
and i waited in town 3 plus hours for him.

in and out of taka and wisma 3 to 4 times to look for my heels
and 4 times in and out of charles and keith
any world records award?

say my god with me please!
ahhhh

i saw quite a few lot of people today

and stupid jeffrey and ruizhi called me SWINE!
like what the hell
right, quite pissed and heck it in the end.

i pester them to demsey's hill for ben and jerry
and i felt soooooooooooooooo much better after that in love with icecream when i'm sad, mad and angry
and was meddling wiht ruizhi's borrowed DSR.
cooolll laaaa!

woots woots
and home sweet home


right,
this totally look like a hamster.!
stupid jeffrey took it while i was munching

well, i always do that if you are observant enought!hahahaha

STARE AT MY JACKET!
IT'S GOING TO BE IN TREND IN THE NEXT 2 OR 3 MONTHS.

SAY:" REBECCA IS THE FIRST FEW TO WEAR IT IN SINGAPORE!"HAHAHAHA
it's actually wore by ZHANG BO ZHI for her talk regards to the sex photo.

nice nice! (: (: (:


xoxo
b

hola,
am back again
cos i seriously must post this.

this is the conversation, i just had with kevin and how he WARN me regards to my exposure and how damn idiot pervertic he is

FYI:
[-] bra size. shhhhhh!

QUEENb JUST TELL ME THAT I CAN DO IT says:
ohhh
i want the 2 mascara
they have got nice brass la!

`-[ KeV!n __]]. says:
wahh!!!
bra
siao sia
-- - [bra size] hor idk, guys can just tell girls bra size in a way! they sure have watch too much porn la!

QUEENb JUST TELL ME THAT I CAN DO IT says:
shhh
don't any o how tell people okay
eh eh eh
i still undergoing puberty hor
idiot

`-[ KeV!n __]]. says:
o.0
growing to - ah

QUEENb JUST TELL ME THAT I CAN DO IT says:
idk
stop asking about my bra size okay
si bian tai

`-[ KeV!n __]]. says:
if im not wrong
dont wear small small bra
wil stop them from growing
that day webcam with kai
u also like wanna show long gao

QUEENb JUST TELL ME THAT I CAN DO IT says:
REALLY NOT!

`-[ KeV!n __]]. says:
ya lor

QUEENb JUST TELL ME THAT I CAN DO IT says:
zhen shi bu xiao xin
shit la
now then tell me!

`-[ KeV!n __]]. says:
that day how to tell u

QUEENb JUST TELL ME THAT I CAN DO IT says:
SMALL BRA NOT COMFORTABLE OKAY!
yahor
seriously okay, so don't try to wanna to have 'drain' hen wear small bra to push it up! wrong theory okay. this action will make yourself uncomfortable and your neix2 to go out of shape


`-[ KeV!n __]]. says:
lol then i show my friend
he seriously damn si bian tai right! show his friend also don't warn me!

QUEENb JUST TELL ME THAT I CAN DO IT says:
like that huikai earn dao okay!
you want me to show you vuglarities is it
whao, the guys sure 'earn' dao siao la!

`-[ KeV!n __]]. says:
wah lao
is u wana show lor
like i want to show like that!

QUEENb JUST TELL ME THAT I CAN DO IT says:
chey
i cannot keep staring at my own neiX2 right
please tell me a more graceful word than nei nei! hahahaha!

`-[ KeV!n __]]. says:
lol~

QUEENb JUST TELL ME THAT I CAN DO IT says:
so ob

`-[ KeV!n __]]. says:
then dont wear so low lor

QUEENb JUST TELL ME THAT I CAN DO IT says:
is the dress ownself low de la!

`-[ KeV!n __]]. says:
nobody ask u buy mah

QUEENb JUST TELL ME THAT I CAN DO IT says:
cos nice mah!
and cheap, KL buy, 35 ringit only leh!

`-[ KeV!n __]]. says:
nice then show lor
hahahah
you si you de
c'mon la, i've one lorr! hahahahaha! but shy, must hide hide only haobuhao! hhahahaha!
see my aunt's. shen cai hen hai haobuhao!

QUEENb JUST TELL ME THAT I CAN DO IT says:
whatever okay

LAUGH LOOK FORGET OKAY!

DO YOU KNOW THAT, THOSE MORE FULLY GIRLS FEEL THAT, IT IS VERY RUDE TO MOVE YOUR EYEBALLS DOWN TO THEIR BLOSSOM. i hate it too!

hola,

1218
i'm so tired.
guess what since 7-9/05
i've only slept for less than 5 hours

and my upper lids are kissing my lower lids already
however, i'm still looking for my fyp statisic
cos i don't want to let that she-thinks-she's-the boss
to look down on me!

SHE REALLY THINK WHO SHE IS OKAY!
wanna to throw tantrum and act missy,
she will forever lose to me.

BUT
the more she wants to make me angry, the more calm i'm

HAPPY MOMO'S DAY!

so how did you celebrate yours?
let me share with you mine (:

we decided to have an early celebration this year
on tuesday,
daddy ordered buffet at the function room.
wonder why suddenly daddy look so upon mother's day.
still,
i thank him for it.

met my mum before?
let me share with you a lil bit about my mummy.

to me,
my mum has always been there whenever i needed her
my mum is actually a shy mum, she is not quite open to the world outside, still she took great cares of us.
my mum thought me right and wrong and the way i should live my life
my mum gives me suggestions whenever i am stuck at one questions
my mum is my listening ear, i can share with her everything.
my mum provides me with all the things i want.
most of all, my mum trust and love me.

this year,
i didn't give her any great mother's day present.
but through out the whole year, i've been obedient and she often doesn't have to worry much about me.
whenever i went out for shopping in vivo, you can always find a bag of macadamia nuts in my bag. that's her fav (:





still,
i got her a carnation.



i gave all the mummy who came Carnation.
a thought of love. and a word of thanks





look at how pretty and gorgeous my flowers are
and then compare with what my sister have.
same flower, different place, different taste

but, it's the thought that counts

and here comes the savory foodsss!
it's super a lot for the people who attend!

the 2 sweet little thing which i'm glad they came into my life
the seriously bring me laughter and joy

and the innocence in their world

more cousins and sisters (: (:

aunt sabrina <3

grandma and great-grandma,
ah hur, it's GREAT-GRANDMA
cool right,
and she is still as healthy as ever
tell you people something funny,

my great-grandma's dialect is teochew,
and whenever she talk to me in teochew, i will replied her in hokkien,
because i've total lil knowledge on teochew
and AHEM, my hokkien, is the forever the jokes in thefamily.
try- me

my granny

she askes if i've any boyfriend
like mother like daughter,
mum and granny asks the same questions over and over again

and i told her, :" i've someone i liked! "
hahahahahahahahaha.

and this is my gonggong and ahgong

guess which is my mum's dad and which is my dad's dad!
hohoho!

hola!

SOS! i'm stuck in class with HORTICULTURE ENGINEERING!
this is so i-want-to-die
the lecturer has 44 slides and he is going 10 mins for 1 slide?

ZOMG!
but he's a nice lecturer (:

oh ya!
today is like one of the most ridiculous day.
because after 2 hrs, i've 4 hours of breaks!
YES, 4 LONG HOURS

so after lunch, we went to games room
what an escape
4 games we played.
and the last one. JENGA!
alright, it's like the UNO STACKO GAME
and i added in with the ' who drops the whole stack, who forfeit! '
so well,

brave girl ME,
had 2 forfeits.
of which, i only did one.
because they didn't know what to forfeit me with.

uploading the videos real soon!

OH YA!
of course the videos i took in HOLA BAR TOOOOOOOOOOOO!

fun daooooo

xoxo
QUEENb

do you know that ants don't sleep

HOLA!

well well well,
i got this phone on Labour Day.
how wonderful.
because after 3 days and the 4th is coming soon
i'm still quite unsure of all the function, trust me
each time i type a word, i feel like having a baby's finger
wonder how weidong did it.
he has another version, E7- something.

wonder what is so wrong with my stomach nowadays
i can feel so hungry at one time
and when i look at the food, after a few bites, i'm full
but i will still force the food down
and thus causing me with indigestion
and this problem is giving me big time!

today, after listening to my lecturer's speech about his son
i feel like leaving singapore for other country's education
how cool, though i could never imagine myself doing that
i'm so clueless about my future, unlike the guys, they can have NS to support their arss.
CLUELESS YOU KNOW!

i ever thought of going for some pageant!
HAHAHAHA, THOUGH I KNOW I CAN NEVER MAKE IT!
BUT ON THE SECOND THOUGHT,
eugene's flat breast, bamboo body, crooked teeth can get into finals,
what's the problem of not trying right.
hahaha, wait okay, people wait.


xoxo
b

ERIN, I'M COUNTING DOWN. 20 DAYS.

do you know that astronauts cannot cry in space because there is no gravity so tears cannot flow.
how nice. suits me right!

hola,

and as for today,
i'm not going to let myself rot.

so i watched tv
read my fangs book

sit infront my REBECCA-PC
and mending my blog.
hope you people love the new skin.
THOUGH IT'S STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION.

today is what-a-day
suppose to meet hua for movie with bel.
turn out dad asks us out for dinner

and when i rejected hua,
dad call to say dinner cancel

and so, moon
at the right time msn-ed me
asked me out for halo bar (it's actually ngee ann alumin)
to sing
AND I AGREED
though i was abit relunctant.
cos i don't feel like seeing one person.
for moon's sake.

right, 15 more minutes.
goodbye.

xoxo

hola,

out with enhua for my ice cream treat.
our normal tradition whenever i'm low
and i srprise hua with asking hong along

i felt so bad, because i totally forgot that he has hurt his leg!

so after some chats and ice-cream,
nic and guanhui and his gf came to meet us
and poof
off to mambo for pool

saw duzhong on the way. another arss!
he says i'm fatter! c'mon la,
YOUR GIRLFRIEND IS CANNOT MAKE IT LEH!

i won 2 games,
surprisiningly! though.

302-ed for supper
AND I WAS SO SHOCKED TO SEE 2 IDENTICAL PERSON.
you know twins always gives me shock.
and i love to stare at them.
well, obviously enhua they al will smack my head,
so i resisted!

that's my day for saturday.
how simple.

let me tell you how i feel now

my brain is having dinner with stones
my stomach is doing sitching
my eyes are closing the shutter

i'm not a human

HOLA!

second week of school
guess it's so damn so-so
been swinging from LSCT ( life science and chemical technolgy) to ICT ( info-comm technology)
have been hanging out with shunhong and his friends these few days
just like my any other day
however, i guess i will pretty much reduce those chance of thinking of looking him up
because i feet that, i could never blend into his class life.
because i feet that the way they joke, it's very hurting.
and i'm hurt. though i know they aren't serious at all.
especially when 1 guy keep saying that i'm fat!
seriously not! so feel like going fr liposuction

and on the last sunday,
i've got the most wanna-to-die date with someone
whom i guess i hope not to contact with anymore.
because he is totally trying to step on my bomb-line and pissed me off
i've totally been sucking in all my mood of kicking-his-arss
and blah blah blah blah

watched 2 movies this week
FRIDAY THE 13TH - monday
WOLVERINE - today

friday the 13th, was one of the most gore show i've ever watched!
still i like it, though in the night, after daddy disturbed my sleep
and i got so paranoid that i feel that i'm going to get murder too!

wolverine is nice, i must say
though, someone SOMEONE! says that i've got no childhood!
because those people around me never use pencil to act as the 'knives'
helllo, i'm from giiiiiiiirrrrrllllsssssss' sssscccccccchhhooooooolllll.
which girl will do that, telllllllllll meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

one thing, i'm relief is that my fyp mates are nice people
and i'm slowly trying to be friends with every single one of them.
i'm making the effort.

when i saw how my taekwondo mates trained yesterday,
i kind of felt guilty that i didn't respect my cca. or maybe not
i felt that passion and power from the outside ring,
i've never felt this way.
however, still i never wanna to go back in my GI
because i know that there's this girl who doesn't like me
wonder why
maybe because she feel that i'm taller than her by 1 head plus and she is pretty sad by this fact?
actually most people are taller than her 1 head plus!
or maybe she feels that i want to compete with her for something. idk!
you can't stop people from disliking you.

i'm so sick and tired and unahappy
whenever my 'sister' come every month to visit me,
i will be so unhappy and i tend to be so emotional and fragile.
and i just want pull myself away from everybody.

I WENT FOR BLOOD DONATION YESTERDAY WITH SHUNHONG AND KIM!
the feel of helping people is super cool.
and it's totally not painful at all,
because i witness the nurse pulling my skin up to inject the thick tube into my skin to let my blood flow.
450 was the number my blood was taken away to save 3 lives. and my weights only allows me to take away that much of blood.
i've got new blood cells now!
oh, and i don't feel giddy or feel like fainting though my pressure was slightly lower than most people. becuase i didn't have lunch.
but slowly as the time ticks,
i can feel that i'm tired. now i'm still tired
my stomach hurts madly, like needle is poking. ):

bye