lil space of QUEENb

Tuesday, June 30, 2009Y

I FOUND MY DRUGS
it totally wakes me up, though im damn tired- DRIVING

i totally forget to say that,
that day when i was out till darn late
my friend let me drive his car.
and i drove him out of cdans to prata shop
and from prata shop i drove us home!
ADRENALINE!
damn high

wahooo!

and i watch transformer for the 2nd time
and we were late for 30 mins

and and,
im going to bring my P plate out everyday
so i can drive his car!
hahahahahahah! so cool

XOXO
REBECCA

ends at 2:07 AM

Sunday, June 28, 2009Y

I HOPE TO GIVE MYSELF A CHANCE
but it seems like im not juggling it well enough!

hola m&ms,
are you all fine in your packets!

i hate it seriously, why is RP the only school that is close
and we have to start school tomorrow.
but im going to miss school tmr because i've got
~~flu, running nose and cough~~

[and i think it's kind of sweet that friends are asking me why im not sleeping yet and such in msn!]

i mean it's not so serious, still i hope the lecturers will let me off!
OH MAN!

and here are some of the pictures we took together

and others are in facebook

and more are with vanessa

i cannot upload it because basically i don't have it

it's been so long since 3 of us gather together

again.

alright, it's kind of diffcult to see me looking really retard!

you know what,

no matter if you will see this or not, i just want to say

and i really appreciate it when you came and gave me some encouragement in msn. though things will end . . .

no matter what, it's awesome. thanks.

no trying to make things awkward, im not going to state who.

no matter how difficult times are, im glad there are friends who will be there.

it's such a comfort.

ahhh, bliss (:

and other than going to DAVINCI EXHIBITION this week,

i went to JOHIOR BAHRU for the first time alone with my mum and auntie and junqi ( my childhood friend, and we know each other for 14 years already! ) and his gf and his sisters!

you know, it's kind of weird

i mean, i know junqi likes me for 7 years in the past, and that's like after he doesn't like me anymore than i know the truth!
he is so calm and cool and shy when we played badminton last time ( way before i moved and we always played badminton in the past! )
and now, i see him so close with his gf, happily with her.

i felt whaooo! weird, but im seriously happy for him

his gf is a good girl (:

and i like her being with my childhood friend.

and as usual, i bought a lot of stuffs.

this time round, my mum bought MORE than me okay!

i bought eyeliner, mascara, heels, a dress, a shorts, and 2 things which i cannot remember

and guess what

DO YOU KNOW THAT THERE ARE BREAD WHICH IS BLACK IN COLOUR

and i've eaten it.

AND IT'S NOT THE BURNT KIND

IT'S THE DAMN TASTY KIND!(yummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!)

AND IT'S BEEN COOKED BY OR WITH OR SOMETHING WITH THE BAMBOO CHARACOAL

WHICH CAN HELP IN BLOOD CIRCULATION!

and i went for my dance on friday for my media preview for NDP

and well, quite fun and fan!

cos im so need to remember so many steps

and i want to do it well.

suddenly my expectation is so high

and i can't seem to breathe during saturday!

before i can really master and hit the point ,

im off to my media preview dance for 5 mins,

and then im off to pledge taking session try-out,

as it involved lots of safety issues,

so they need to be much more careful

and thus i wasted all my time waiting and waiting

instead i can use the times to practise my overall dance!

and when im back with the team after trying out with the height and safety.

my leader says that the ones beside me are much more better than me,

and im hurt

because i selected as 1 of the best.

so im like whyyyyyyyyy can't my body+brains just join together

and hit the point when the music reaches the beat.

my stress are gone at this moment,

my friend brought me to catch soft toy in ECP and we had cakes and drinks @ maccafe

i think he spent over $50 for the cathcing session

and im glad i helped him with 2 mario which he wanted

i used $5 to catch a big lilo and he's impressed

and im elated.

hahaha

we went off to meet joanne and her friends

and all of us went to eat and was home by -am!

GOOD LUCK COUSIN FOR YOUR EXAMS!

and then today- sunday

i had luch with wai tsun and jiabi

and i enjoyed my day with them though i think i look damn tired!

hey guys, thanks!

let's meet up again okay! (:

and secrets. hahahha

XOXO

REBECCA

ends at 10:32 PM

Thursday, June 25, 2009Y

JEALOUS NOT!
catch it soon then!

was out with weilin and vanessa to day to science centre
for DAVINCI exhibition
pretty interesting and fantastic
more informations are in my brains now
and maybe more things to share with people
less awkwardness at times!

pictures loading in process . . . . .

and off to watch
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TRANSFORMERS

it is such an awesome show that i can watch it 20 times?
and im so proud of myself that i actually thought of booking the seats first
HAHAHAHAH!

catch it soon babes and hunks

megan fox is so damn hot!
sizzle!

XOXO
REBECCA

ends at 1:44 AM

Tuesday, June 23, 2009Y

FRIENDSIP TIES NEVER ENDS. . .
it's with you and abby

hola,

i was out early in the morning with xiangling and bel
to do some phototaking in Hort park!
and i KNOW that, thousand and one person doesn't know where is Hortpark!

anyway, the sun is sorching like mad!
and we almost freeze to death!

off to meet hankee at vivo after that
and i spent my first time, longest in Carls' Junior ( erm an hour plus )
with just a box of beef chilli cheese fries waiting for her to reach
well, kind of fun though.
cos i was laughing at the texts she sent me!
ohhhh mannnn!
it's been like zillions of years since i spend my time alone with her
SORRY ABBY, WE GAVE YOU TO THE CHILDCARE THIS TIME ROUND. YOU WERE BUSY! I KNOW, AND WE UNDERSTAND ABOUT THAT!
FORGIVE YOU! HAHAHAHA.

HAHHAHAHA. i don't mind having my face this big to make her smile like that
right, what're friends for.

hahahahahah

she says the hole at the side of my mouth looks weird and deep!

and too bad " it's not dimple!"

RAHHHHHHHH! i know i know i know

ohhh man! nghankeesherlyn xiaojie- who-likes-to-act-younger-than-me!

i seriously enjoyed myself today,

it's like you're back to the old you. the hankee i know

you know,

the feel with you previously was so different.

and im glad you're back

and thanks for being so considerate all the times,

knowing how happening i was

and not asking me out!

WHICH IS WRONG.

ask me out!

and please, always be the 'YOU' whenever we're out okay!

and don't neglect us over all your 21st birthday

we're not going to take that, if we really plan to go out okay!

and tell me more bout the long post again.

will love you always

yes, abby love you too always

XOXO

REBECCA

ends at 11:58 PM

Monday, June 22, 2009Y

LOVE ACTUALLY. . .
is everything

okay, it's holiday now
so im like spending my time watching movies
instead of completing my projets ( shhh, don't tell my mum okay! )

andi've come across 2 nice movie which i think you people must watch
1. Love Actually

2. I'll Remember
it's a korean movie. it made me teared like pipes.
it's even more touching than lian kong! (seriously)
even now, when im actually recalling the movie,
im sniffing already!

awwww man!

XOXO
REBECCA

ends at 9:15 PM

when things are piling up
i just don't want to do anything

more pictures taken.
actually there are even more pictures. and there are 2 sweetpies i wanna to show to everybody, but i forgot to return keesiong's his camera that day and he can't upload then.

so... please wait!

and I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY 'sisters'
they look so weird on that day.
like not themselves. hahaha.
must be because of dayima. whenever she's 'visiting' me soon,
im always at my worst state
bad skin
bad smile
bad looks
bad body shape BLOATED!
ahhhhh

tada! this is one of them

kylin

she is my senior in ngee ann too!

and what's more.

she's in Student Union.

the way she describe SU is totally so different from what it is now.

aren't she sweet.

and she's the one who has been talking to me.

making me feel comfortable (:

XOXO

REBECCA

ends at 2:31 PM

Sunday, June 21, 2009Y

TIME, MAKE FULL USE OF IT
i rather do it than regret

do you know that i took part in NDP this year?
yes right?

other than being in the front row

i was selected for some other things as well!
CHEER WITH ME!
IT'S GOOD NEWS

they selected 8 best motivators to present themself to the media
and i'm one of them
* cheers + claps
pleaseee!
hahahaha

im so excited about it CAN!
like i'll be in the newspaper or tv or something which is related to media?
it's like once in a life time chance?

and im selected for some other things as well,
shhhh, it's a secret!

still, the head keeps calling me to the front
till my leader is like
why are ou so busy and why did they keep calling you!
hahahaha.
and i told him
" because im hot! "
HAHAHAHA!
fine fine fine!

RIGHT,
im done with my telling you the progress of my NDP and im off to sleep
cos im drained from standing under the sun,
dancing
hoping
jumping
skipping
running
and
DIAOING!

GOOD NIGHT SWEETIES!

XOXO
REBECCA

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MEMORIES ARE MEANT TO BE WIT US FOR LIFE
and it's going to be eternity

so, i spend my holiday looking forward to this ball
keesiong's commionsiong ball ( which means he is an officer now! )

minus away what cr did to me, ( which i must thank him )
why,
though that was a bastard story. but because of his bastard doings
i had my chance to be in ST REGIS to attend the ball.

ST. REGIS is like my dream hotel.
i fall in love with it, the moment i see it.

hurried off to get a dress,

and tada!

elegant yet sexy

brings out the feminine in me.

and in order NOT to blend in with the hotel theme ( which happens to be black too! )

mum and dad suggested some gold accessories!

gold=auntie

but

i rather be auntie than table cloth?

however, instead

when i was there,

there are many many many girls who wore black dress too!

some with red and blah blah blah!

i wanna to take down some pictures of what the girls wore.

too bad!

all i can say is that,

god! it's so hilarious on how some people dress

white sequin dress with fish-net looking stocking and knee length boots?

or maybe

red tube fluffy dress with a huge white ribbon-design like thingy on your head

WHAT DO YOU THINK?

FASHIONABLE VS I'VE GOT PROBLEM WITH MY EYES?

i totally enjoyed myself there

though don't know his friends at all

or i saw anybody there

still, he makes me feel well-taken care of

and his friends made an effort to be my friends

and i believe we're friends now!

hahahaha.

they're so adorable okay!

and they are soooooooooooooooo niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

ohhh well, ST REGIS's food are awesome

and the decorations in the ballroom is perfect

i didn't made the wrong choice of loving ST REGIS

and want to hold my wedding dinner there! ( opps )

hohohoho

ohhhh, speaking of wedding

guess what,

one of the officer actually propose to his girlfriend

with the approval certificate from the girl's parents

and the girl said

YES!

damn sweet and romantic can

i can't believe that i have a chance to witness this!

and am so touched!

likeeeeeee duh!

aren't you,

even just by imagining it in your brain?

and when i went to make my hair,

the hairdresser trim my hair,

so my hair is no longer that curly and that long

and my fringe

centre, side ( left + right ) parting

all can be done!

im waiting for more chances of going to a ball,

just gives me the life that i want

instead of partying life,

i prefer socializing life.

i dated an officer on friday the 19th

XOXO

REBECCA

ends at 12:53 AM

Monday, June 15, 2009Y

WHAT DO YOU SAY ABOUT LIFE
i would say, it's just so unbelievable.

i know i know, im slow again.
because i just watched a movie, which i never had the courage to watch in the cinema
i still remember weidong would dare me to watch it with him.
lian kong.

though im the emotional kind of girl,
but never would i cry over shows.
i mean no matter how touching it is. the tears just wouldn't flow
however, i was petrified to watch this show
because i heard that lots of people cried.

oh well, i didn't cry. seriously.
though i had goosebumps.
maybe you people should watch it again.

i always believe that everyone of us, regard whether you're male or female
when you're born
we're born as 'twin' - 2
you will find your the other half
the almost you. in there. beneath.
however, it's not that easy.
fate and affinity always there to obstruct.
so boys and girls, gear up and charge

XOXO
REBECCA

and im searching for you.

ends at 5:03 PM

Sunday, June 14, 2009Y

SAY COURAGE!
IDK WHY BUT I DID IT

well well well,
yesterday was such a tiring and busy day
as usual,
NDP training
and i was appointed to be in the first person in my row
WHEN I WASN'T EVEN SURE OF MY DANCE STEPS TOO!
still i was very elated that the lead dancer spotted me.
catch me on tv okay!
provided the camera man shoot me!

and thennnn,
i went out with xiangling
to catch a movie
the past of ghost girlfriend.
ummm, the movie not too bad.
dear xl cried. she claims that it was touching.
hahahaha.
and thennnnn, she bring me to HAJI LANE!
and huh, it's my first time there. and i'm so excited about it.
and we found a place where we can chill. (: (:
woohooo
it's always nice hanging out with her.
making me filled with craziness. and laughters (:

went to meet enhua and nic @ jp
roam around, had dinner
and receive all the stupid remarks from both of them
claiming ive small boobs!
WTH! ive got bigger boobs than all lot of people can!
super idiot!
and shunhong would definitely says that im fake, as in eyebrows RIGHT!

I SAW SAMSOM HIU!
goodness. i was like who will call me "rebecca soh" in public
and i'm really happy to see him around, more fit
he definitely need to change the way he dress,
SOMEONE TEL HIM PLEASE!

johannessss came to fetch us to vanessa's birthday
indeed, weird is the word i can only think of now
really weird!
i was so panicky for don't know what sake
everyone is like looking at us when we arrive
a short talk with her parents
asking me why im so late and everybody is asking why im not there yet.
well, im touched that actually they wants my presence around.
still, it's kind of weird having her friends staring at you, no matter they know the story or not.!

and home sweet home!

FINALLY DONE WITH BOYS OVERFLOWER
IT'S SO SWEET! AWWWW

idk why things are so sour now. i can confirm that i did tried making efforts in our friendship. but till now it has reach a very awkward stage which i don't know how to resolve. i think i need time. because i cannot face you now. seriously i cannot remember what is wrong with both of us. the main spark that starts of the fire. still, i need time.

XOXO
REBECCA

ends at 5:03 PM

Friday, June 12, 2009Y

awww, i'm like so stuck with boys over flower. Right, i know im pretty slow. But it's so addictive. and, i finally had the time to watch. See, im a good student (:

i don't wanna to go, i don't feel like going. It's not excuses or trying to avoid. It's way too complicated.

XOXO
REBECCA

ends at 3:17 PM

Thursday, June 11, 2009Y

SAY: EXHAUSTED
even when so, just finish it

few days ago, i was just telling weilin, how sick im with studying and projects
now, in a blink of eyes
ive already completed 3 days of common tests

if you were to ask me how is it
i'll tell you that
" i will score will, damn well for first paper, fairly for second paper and slash me with the third paper! "
BUT
i will achieve my high GPA this sem for sure.
i mark that target already.

struggling between watching boys over flower and studying is such a brainstorming matter!
it was such a hard matter for me because i love watching dramas and shows
and happen that im addicted to the show already!

its so impossible to make life that way or meet those kind of rich people
but they are really super super uber duper handsome can or not!
okay, korean boys/girls, plastic surgery.
rahhh, still i can't wake up from my dream!
wake up soh ling hui!

p.s: that pig of mine is my treasure, my pri bdae gift. the love of my class. and i bath only once since pri 5! HAHAHAHA

finally common test is over,
and i can blog with pictures again!
wooohooo

i bet my youngest sister gonna kill me if she sees this picture
this was her then,
and this picture is taken when i was sec3 15yrs old.
and that makes her 10 years olddddd!
hahahahaha! she looks cute and funnnny

and this is how she look like now!
14 years old!
ohhhh man!
grown up and become a lil bit more act cute and
I STILL THINK THIS GLASS LOOK KIND OF STUPID ON HER!
but dad and mum says nice!
ZOMG

so i thought maybe i can try it on and look stupid too!
and dangdang!
stupid-looking right!
but better than her!
HAHAHAAH

why am i like super tan compared to her?
never mind, she will claim that because she has more bird nest when mum is pregnant with her
"bel, whatever okay! "

and i will end my post with this picture.

study hard and do well in your exams and let me look upon you okay.

you've been following my steps. hope you follow well. and not do those silly things which soh lin yan does. it doesn't mean both of you share the same room, youve got to follow her ways okay.

and learn more words and stop asking me stupid questions because i will still DIAO you more! even when you're 21 and im 26! GOD! 26. olddddd

XOXO

REBECCA

hey, i do love my sisters okay!

ends at 9:05 AM

Monday, June 08, 2009Y

IN THE DISAPPEARING ACT

hola,
if you kind of miss me, i'm here.
i'm so busy with year 3
year 3 is like hell lots of stuffs for me to do
did i complain that i've 8 projects + 1 fyp (which is never ending ) and 3 common test papers
well, and for you F.Y.I,
ive completed 1 paper today,
and am glad that the paper is consider damn easy. for my case!

well, at least i can say that i'm quite well-prepared for the other papers as well,
wish me please!

whenever it's friday
i will be like "YES, AND TMR IS SATURDAY! "
because i feel that SATURDAY is my REWARD DAY!
i get to hang out with crazy and interesting people!
they just filled my life with colours once again.
oh, why saturday
that's because jeffrey is out on saturday! ):
sad!

so, the just-past-saturday is one hectic saturday
i just miss not going to chinatown or sultan road or something
cos i think i travel the whole singapore
from east to west!

well, though saturday is one day i will totally enjoy
i couldn't miss studying as well,
ct round the corner

so i travelled allllllllllllllllllllllll the way to changni airport T2 to meet

*SCROLL DOWN

xianglin

& bell

i kind of got tricked by them! as usual

i was in this shocking mood when they told me they were in school

and ohhh, i was reaching tenah merah!

SOS PLEASE!

you know, i don't mind travelling to changni airport, just to eat maybe swensens or crystal jade

cos, i love our airport

if i were to live in the EAST, catch me in changni airport almost everyday i guess.

i feel so comfortable and relax over there

and i tend to smile

like ya, smile!

idk why!

so we sat in starbucks

studied+gossips+ghost story+confrontation by a lady who doesn't know that library exist in singapore+mac+popeye+stories

and when i thought i will end my day non-excitingly!

it turn out to be a mad one!

off to Queensway to meet Jeffrey and minjie and jinrong

ahem from changni airport!

because he was lazy to drive over and because they couldn't make up their mind

guy ah guys!
and then walked around

next is Sunset way to get my pay, and my supervisor and manager always make my day

next to Jeffrey's house to change car

next to Mustafa, but we couldn't find a lot,

so we went to eat TOUHUAY! and those stupid boys ate my eggtarts!

and thennn, the driver is hungry, so we went to Carl's Junior in ECP, and eat again! (i'm already bloating like mad! and it's 1am plus already! )
back to bukitbatok westmall to catch a movie! ( i think they siao, so late already, too tired to discuss with them! )
last but not least LIMCHUKANG to 'visit' dalton as he was fishing there!
super scay la, the place. kind of not really clean. so i just keep quiet.

woohoo! this pervertic-looking guy!

gave me a massage and a pat while i was sleeping!

hahahaha! cos he lost in scissors-paper-stone!

awww, just like my ahgong when he pat me to sleep! so nice!

hahhahah

oh well, shhhh

and this stupid mad driver keep playing with the E brake, i swear, the food are all churning up like machine already! lucky jeffrey was there to hold on to me. if not i sure fly in front!

did i mention that dalton asks me to jump into that YUCKY sea to become that MERMAID for him to hook?

i was like YOU NEED ME TO KICK YOUR ARSS! OR BRING GLENNA OVER?

and by the time i reached home is 3.15AM
and i will end my post with this not-my-face-picture!

i where got sooooooooooooo round! hahahaha.

and look at that eyebag!

yawn, holiday come please, i need you! i think i will agree to marry you holiday!

happy birthday bel bel (:

see how fast the times fly, my youngest sister is 14yrs old this year already

had dinner on sunday with family

and both of us camwhore again in the car

can't wait to share with all of you

after CT okay

and we make our dad spent almost 1000 on sunday

HAHAHAHAHA

XOXO

REBECCA

ends at 10:47 PM

Friday, June 05, 2009Y

new lashes

im so glad that i scold 9.9 again.
when will my full marks come by!
stupid spelling mistakes.

finally got my love email from erin
just in time when i was so bored with lesson

ohya, i manage to force myself up
and i regretted.
cos the lecturer took less than 10 mins for discussion
GOOD OR BAD
GLAD OR SAD?

deprive of sleep!
SOS!

and when will that disguisting indigestion and constipation go away!
i need my stomach back!
grosss ): ):

if you're ever interested in hilter,
go to http://www.hitler.org/writings/Mein_Kampf
he wrote the book name 'my struggle' aka mein kampf
BEFORE THAT
i need to warn you that
some girls got nightmare after reading it!

The Blood- The last Vampire later on with cousin
pretty interested

ohhohhh, please get released on friday.
meet me on saturday
and har par villa on sunday

XOXO
REBECCA

ends at 3:41 PM

Thursday, June 04, 2009Y

slap me awake

i hope i can make it for tomorrow's lesson
which is 8am in the morning
++ presentation.
yucks

and oops i did it again
i think i'm going to do it for another 10+ weeks
and i'm scared!

XOXO
REBECCA

ends at 8:30 PM

HOLA

why can't our lives be filled with directions and signs?
must we always be lost at certain period in our lives?
because i'm lost now.
been lost for months.
johannessssss, i need blue blue sky please!

if there isn't any gravity,
the water will be going up.
and i might be floating and flying around in the sky
reading book on the clouds
which has always been my dream

one of my favourite photos

because it tells me that

at certain times,

life can be pretty surprising

and bring out the shine you've once lost

xoxo

rebecca

ends at 5:36 PM

Wednesday, June 03, 2009Y

confidence demolish totally

ends at 12:38 PM