hello!
2nd post of the day
im still so stuck with the plants
though i can get the names in, i can't get how it looks like in
aw, whatever
study!

ohwell,
i accompanied mum today to Jurong Point
i didn't even get a single items
does chocolate+sweets consider as items?
oh well maybe
but at least i enjoyed my day with her
i want to get this drink from starbucks, but but i totally just missed the shop.
mum always walk soooo fast!

something funny (i feel) happened in the train today.
i know it's not nice to eavesdrop, but i can't help it
because these 2 girls are way too loud!
1 girl said something like : " i don't understand what is that guy thinking, he always says things to mislead me. i think he likes me, but he treats me so coldly. i want to tell him how i feel, but i don't know if im doing the right thing. because he always tells me not to rush things! "
and her friend is like " yaaa, i don't understand guys! "
HAHAHAHAHAHA

WHA LAU, THIS SOUNDS DAMN FAMILIAR CAN!
HAHAHA. and i told xianglin about it, cos im so going to giggle out in the train!
and she asked me to tell that girl, i understand how she feels can! hahahaha.
and i told her " siao bor! i rather look at the guy who is sitting right infront of me. hot sia! "
(or something like that )
hahahaha! okay, and im not gg to tell you her reply!
b'cos private and confidential. HAHAHAHAH!

cool seh, this kind of shitty feel
like everywhere also have. hahaha, we can all gather and throw smelly eggs at their picturesss!
woohooo.
nono, maybe i should start a class to teach them how to NOT remember that feeling.
hahahaha. awesome.


XOXO
R

hola,
can't believe that i actually have 500 posts (+ 1 )
of complaints ( that's what weilin always tell me ) , random-ness, life, thoughts, photos etc . .

I CANNOT BELIEVE MY EYES WHEN I READ THAT ARTICLE CANNN!
it states that cannibal mum
" the devil made me slay my boy! "
the lil baby boy is only 3 weeks old, and his cannibal mum actually chop off his toes and some other parts of his body. BUT, what is more gross is that SHE ACTUALLY ATE HER SON'S BRAIN! BRAIN YOU KNOW!!

what is the world coming to woman!
but they also states that the cannibal mum has been visiting psychiatrist.
should i pity her or throw smelly eggs at her
awww man, the picture of the lil baby boy is so adorable!


alright, alright!
I WENT TO WATCH HAUNING IN THE CONNECTICUT WITH XIANGLIN YESTERDAY
oh well, it's a horror show
and based on a true story
i think it's pretty nice and the images of the burnt man&tattooman still gives me chill down my spine! i think i had a dream about it, that i woke up in the morning 4.15 just to stare at the ceiling!
HAHAHA, xl was practically covering her eyes and asked me what happen, but i was covering my ears and i couldn't hear what she's talking about!
bernice was right, not to watch. she will pee thru the whole movie i guess! hahahaha

xl, if i can slow down my tempo and be happy. i think you can too! cos we're of the same kind.
jia yousss




XOXOOOO
R

wondering why i can blog like 3 posts in just 1 night?
idk either.
my body seems to be siao already
like i don't feel like eating again
like i don't feel like sleeping again
like even if i fall asleep, i will wake up on and off
like i cannot even concentrate on a short conversation with people
like i cannot MULTITASK ANYMORE!
shit okay, that's something im proud about!
urgh. ( guess what, im hungry now! )

HOWEVER,
i have got plans for my future already
im not going anywhere out of singapore anymore
no more futhering studies in aussie
because i will miss my family and friends+you
im going to fight for a place in NUS environmental course.
i inspire to be an environmentalist!

i want erin to be in singapore like nowww!
i was telling her that im gg to bring her to clubs.

E says:
when im back
we will club all night
dont go home
reBecca(: says:
HAHAHAH!
sleep on streets right
E says:
just walk around town the whole night
watch the sunrise
in the morning go to cofffeebean drink coffee
eat food
and SHOPPING!
reBecca(: says:
hahaha
E says:
omg shopping!
reBecca(: says:
pretty excited now
E says:
i am too
i wanna go back sooooooooooo bad
reBecca(: says:
hahaha
but youve got to go to school and be your doc
and cure me from all my illness
E says:
hahaha i know right
omg so many more years
i dont know if i can make it to med sch
its so hard
reBecca(: says:
i believe you can
i want to be an environmentalist
E says:
thats good!
save the world
super herooo
reBecca(: says:
hahahaha
woohoo
i m going to save the earth
E says:
yes and im gonna try to save people
reBecca(: says:
hahaha
and we're doing the same thing
saving


tell me to miss you less. hahahaha


xoxoooo
r

hola
idk why, but i feel that im not myself for the past few weeks
i feel that i have been super sulky
till the extend that when ever i smile or laugh, it seems so fake
however, today.
ive decided to end my sulky mood
im beginning to see the light
today i hang out at mma again
and i had dinner with them because i feel i need to get out
i didn't regret
they made me realise, no matter how sad or busy or angry life might be
why not just stay peace and laugh it off
like people wouldn't be bother much about how sad or how angry you are
if i can just return to my old self,
i will not be sulky then
those ulcers will not appear
thus, i think i should be nicer to myself
and stop torturing myself with all the rules set
im going to change
to someone who dares to rebel
hahahaha, ive been that obedient girl for too long already
my wild side is finally born
dare to love dare to hate and dare to scold
yes, b'cos i feel that ive been that boring girl for too long.
OH YES, CHEER ME ON OKAY


XOXO
R

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIN SWEETHEART! <3>

in life there are times where you cannot get all the things you want to go smoothly,

but always you would beg for a friend who will be there to listen to all your whining and comfort you

be there no matter how bad your life is

be there no matter how fantastic your life is

thanks erin

YOU TAUGHT ME HOW A FRIEND SHOULD BE LIKE

thus no matter how far you are away from singapore

i always feel that you're just right next to me

after what has happened recently to me,

i feel that im so much more dependent on you once again

thanks for pulling me out of the love well.

i guess im okay. much more better already.

(: (: (:

XOXOXOXOXXOOEVER

YOUR R

im having phobia against seeing you
because all the more i will be so attached to you

hello,
ohmygod
2 more weeks and that's it
no more ndp
no more fun
no more this and that
im already so clueless on what im suppose to do after this whole NDP thing.

maybe i will be stuck with internship
maybe i will be a bad girl
maybe i will start dating all over again, regardless of male or female
maybe i will be slacking at my granny's or grandma's house
maybe maybe maybe

NDP was great last week
i did quite a few stunts
like wearing slipper with smart4
like painting my nails bright red while in smart 4
like posing a cheese to an auntie who is taking me in smart 4
like running from light green to blue section and appear in front of the crowd when we're not suppose to be there ( im looking for my daddy! )
like acting that im the NSF and have a whole bunch of other guards of honour NSF looking and laughing at me
like teasing a small boy and he praise me ( MEI NU, pretty girl okayy! )
like purposely turned my head away when i saw their group there ( well, i never know if he's there)
and etc etc etc

im always doing weird stuffs! rahh
but i like doing weird stuffs
remember i always says that im attention seeking walking object.

im so dead bored. im stuck with some personal reflection
and idk how to continue
so im here to let my fingers move.

for some reasons, im turning into a bad girl
oh well,
unspoken secrets.






XOXO
R

hello everybody,
i never know how many people actually would click on my blog link.
from fb or my sister's blog or anywhere else
but, i want to tell the whole world that actually in this world, there are free items for grab

i happen to come across one of my friend's friend's blog
because i was way too bored, and i need a getaway from projects
and she was promoting this page
when you're bored, you will do anything right

thus i click on the link and register without knowing what i was doing.
and when i was in the page,
im glad that im not in those weird weird page.
but a page filled with FREEBIES
spell F-R-E-E-B-I-E-S

you request it, they will try to help you with it
getting things you want to try
be it skin care, hair care or cosmestics
anything they have, a whole wide range.

woohoo, now i can save my bucks from wasting it on cosmestics with good reviews but doesn't suits me.

try registering okay girls and boys, women and men.

XOXO
R




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IF I FEEL THAT WHAT IM PUTTING IN DOESN'T GIVES ME A RETURN
I WILL PULL IT ALL BACK, WAY BEFORE YOU REALISE IT!
and i really will.


yesterday was one day,
i never expect things to happen that way.
i was filled with hype still while travelling in the mrt.
i was fooling around, jumping around.
as usual.

and i happen to pick up a 10dollars note okay,
but i return it to my leader to check out who's.

& when i was having my 2nd practise for the day,
i felt tightness in my chest and my breathing rhythm slows down
and slowly head feeling heavy and dizzy
i had water, it doesn't help
and i went to see the medical officer ( MO )
oh well, nice place. ahahaha, got air con lehhh!
the MO concludes that it's due to throat infection thus my muscle contracts.

nobody allows me to dance, i didn't want to either
i was weak then. i even have difficulties talking to people okay
and im damn sad, because i cannot talk! ):

some balloon sculpting for the children and off for dinner.
the leaders didn't allow me to go up to the 6th level for pledge taking either
but i feel that im able to
so i went.

as usual, im like the attention seeking object
people just stare at me whenever i walk past.
but i like the attention HAHAHA
while jj was helping me with my clothes, i saw him. and he look away and im sad.
when im done with my clothes and turn again. he was back facing me. i think he did it purposely.
aw whatever. i don't understand him at all.

after everything has completed, long way walking back
i tell you GUYS, good luck when you're in army okay!
the boots, wha lau, heavy till cannot make it
no wonder guys have sexy legs!

AND, while waiting for debrief
i can feel that im swaying again, i hold myself up
and told xianglin i cannot make it already
lucky okay, if not i sure faint
they helped me out,
after dk how long, im okay already
change and off to enhua's birthday
ahem, im home ard 1250 okay.
i need to be there because he is my brother.

thanks wenwei and bel for helping me out
and all those we asked and told me to take care.





i purposely have this hairstyle (:

I HEAR YOU LAUGH
AND I LOVE THAT SMILE
the sky is gold
woohooo!




im kind of miss my face in my blog.
& i still prefer my eyes to be round! (:

scoobyscoobydoooo!
years ran, weeks skipped and days walked
someone told me to treasure everything now and take things one pace at one time because im 18
god! im 19 already
and soon soon 20 is reaching out for me!

urgh, im not going to school again
no point
and im woken up by the stupid cold and muscle cramp
whyyy cramp
whyyy disturb my sleep
urgh.

im elated that everything in my life is consider smooth now
though i still have got my unlucky moments
but things are getting closer to the heart.



awwww, iphone iphone here i come <3333


XOXO
R

oh my god oh my god oh my god

guess what,
today in my daddy's car after our trip to ahmama's house
he suddenly asks me about iphone
and i says i want it, and he promise me before.
wooohoooo.
and im so going to get it this time
BECAUSE HE AGREED
AND ASK MUM TO SWIPE HIS CARD FOR IT!

neineinibooobooo
im not jealous of youuuuuuu wuuuu anymore erin!
hahahahahahaha.


woohoooo

XOXO
R

okay,
school is so idiotic.

even my awesome saturday must be taken up by LANDSCAPE WORKSKILLS!
8-530 somemore

although it's only for a day
im still damn unhappy about it,
because my lecturer diao me!
arghhh
i still think he is one of the most wonderful lecturer.
urgh

im so going to muffin on wednesday for somebody on thursday
hope it goes well and well.


woohooo. . .
im finally meeting this group of friends for dinner in thai accent.
it's been so long since i met them okay!
super miss all of them.
it's always the case that im the only girl there
im so going to dress like a boy!
HAHAHAHA


XOXO
R

why am i so unlucky today
or should i say im so loaded with stuffs just in one morning
less than 30 mins okay
1. i saw jianlong ( my classmate ) and he told me about what we're suppose to do for 1 of the module- project management which is a groupwork.
so xianglin sweet enough to suggest to do with me, without moon and mingyi i feel like a lost sheep, super lost. right, we're suppose to look for 2 real life contractors to get some of their quotation. siao la! the lect thinks half of the singaporeans are contractor is it, so easy to find meh!

2. jianlong didn't want to share and exchange his informations. whatever la, poly people are always selfish. ( lucky after discussing with her, i discovered that her uncle is a contractor and my aunt is a contractor too! ) DONE

3. great, and cerlyn ( another classmate ) text me suddenly to inform me that we're going to present later on. and im like " WHAT! " they didn't want to present last week, and suddenly less than 4 hours before the class they wanna to present? another siao case! and guess what, she just sent the ppt just before she text me okay. and they change what im suppose to say, " so hello, is it my part or your part! " urghhh

ANGRY

andddandddd
wind blow and a branches hit me. so many people walk past also, why me!

and i look funny and weird meh, why the guys laugh at me when im about to open my mouth to speak for today's morning class presentation! SIAO SIAO SIAO!

and fyp meeting got cancel! eeeyerrr

whatever it is, im full now. and im kind of done with my ranting.

siao day!

im so full
after so many days and weeks, finally have a full day
a full day filled with foodssss (:

did i mention that i think my body is sick
after 1 whole day of ndp, i slept at 1am
& i can wake up at 630am to reply texts, stare at the ceiling
& then cough + feel like vomitting!
and back to sleep
but im okay now!

WOOHOOO, I SKYPED WITH ERIN SWEET HEART TODAY
WOOOHOOO, IM ON THE PHONE 3,4 TIMES WITH XIANGLIN TODAY
WOOOOHOOOOO, IM SO EXCITED ABOUT THURSDAY
AND SO NERVOUS ABOUT FRIDAY!
ohhh man



XOXO
R

whao, i can't believe i let myself spend like crazy lady.
and this is my recent intake.
woohooo

GUST OF WIND!
when i thought im in, im actually out.
i know what im doing, and i never regret all my decisions made.

"Why?Why do people start to realise things only when they are gone?
You know, to me loving someone is not about how much you know this person, but is how much you understand his person. Because you can know everything about this person, but you never understand this person at all. Then, end of the day, what’s the point.People don’t fall in love with what you do, but is who you are that makes them fall in love with you.
Genuine, Sincere, honest."

and i got this from one of the female bloggers. and i think that it's so true.


pace too fast, but im glad i never totally put myself in. so ive got time to drag myself out.
idk if im doing the right thing. but i only know i should be content.

everybody seems to be changing
and i seem to be the only one remaining at the same point
holding on to what i think.


i used to have this thinking that i want to party all night long
with all my friends and enjoy the years of being a teenager
but i never had a chance to do that
maybe family, maybe because of who i really am deep inside

and because of all these partying issues,
i really did had some arguements with a friend whom im really close with
but i think we're not already
because deep down, she has already change, no matte how hard i tried to ignore all her problems.

just, i saw another girl's pictures
and she's doing all these partying matters
no more jeans and t-shirt
no more sneakers
no more languages
more makeup
more skimmy clothing
and more escapes
whaooo, she changed like over night!
and im stunned


really, sometimes i hope i can be like them
lie to my parents and party all night long.
but i can't
and i really hope, that time will change and they will be back to normal
just a nod or smile might just work

how sad

hola!

im masking again
and i need to be in class by 9am and im still sitting infront of the tebbie
and toda my phone away.
aww man!
i think im a bad student!


ohman, i can't think of a solution now
let's things take it nature then.


XOXO
R

waves after waves
storm after storm
i caused all the troubles myself!

scold that eyes and heart of mine

im just so right from the start
about and regards to everything

i need to feel calm now
ohmmmmmmmm

can i stop being a magnet!
i think ms injury super love to magnet me and idk why!

first i sprain my thumb while pushing someone
next my wrist kiss the wall
and then i fall in school ( yes, after mma session! laugh all you want mr lim! urgh! )
now, my thigh is aching like mad now.
i ve got to get the white big smelly plaster, to make it worst 4 of it to stick to my thigh!
arghhh

LAST BUT NOT LEAST
i bake cookie today for someone
but but it turn out to be salty,
and idk why
i never mix up salt and sugar!
i even went back to taste it
I JUST DON'T GET IT!


XOXO
B

do you know autocad
do you know how to draw autocad lines?
yes, my eyes are like the lineweight now! erm, 0.5 cm?

im so tired.
uberly tired
but, im still in class listening to that teacher talking about
pumps
sos please! superman save me!
4 lessons on pumps! arghhhh
erm, to pump the fountain and on some other waterfeatures. not for boobs, just in case!

bonkers!
i regretted not copying any movies from vanessa yesterday

i think im going to pon school on wednesaday and friday
shhh.
idk why. but im so sick of school now.
unless necessary i hope to stay away from school


i miss a chance to webcam with erin!
sweetheart i want to webcam with you!
hahahaha!


XOXO
R

i don't understand
i don't understand
i don't understand

this time round
finally, the honey bread are willingly to be toasted and is finally spread with butter, only waiting for the right time to sell.
however, the previous bread which i have been keeping in the box is giving me troubles.
idk if i should throw it away or spread it with jam first then throw away!
it has been in the box for long enough, and im attached to it. but but
im longing for the honey bread instead!
though this time round, i bake it with a higher temperature, i'm kind of confident from the first sight when i first saw the ingredients, im sure it will turn out to be a profitable honey bread!

awww, crap.
im trying to be a baker. and i hope y honey bread works with me!


XOXO
R

it's the inner

things are so much better now.
but still, im scared
idk why
it's like first time.
though weve got the same feel towards the same thing in this way or another
it's just soo different at times.
maybe because im too impatient.
hahaha

first it was sweet with a lil bit of alcohol
next you add in some chilli to make it hotter
then you add in some lime to make it more sour
finally it turned out too be salty

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjBtII8VN28
if anybody is interested in what im doing in NDP preview.
please take a look at this clip
and observe my dumb face!
hahaha


XOXO
R

im honoured

MOTIVATE COMES FIRST, DANCE COMES SECOND
BECAUSE YOU'RE MOTIVATORS, NOT DANCER!
all and all, my takeaway is all the memories.



hola,
finally, i had my media preview early in the morning 8am
totally enjoyed myself.
i know im not perfect in the dance.
but im glad that i totally did help in making the atmosphere high.
and that's what im satisfied with already.





party of 8 + leader

I SAW MYSELF SMILE TODAY
thus i think i manage to do it well



hola,
im doing mask now, so i can blog
you know, save time
time is so damn precious to me now!
like SERIOUSLY

im on mc today. and i went to meet hankee
since yngweidong can't meet me
shhh, don't tell my lecturers okay. im suppose to be restin at home.

so we headed to bugis and guess what
i manage to get hold of 3 items
1. a dark navy bandage skirt for just $18 dollars
2. a super nice normal t for just $13dollars
and and 3. a red polka dots hairband for $6dollars ( erm, i know EXPENSIVE)
cheap right cheap right!
ah huh, same clothes with hankee again.
we've got 3 type of same-kind dress, shirts, skirt

and rush to ndp training for media preview
tmr is the BIG DAY!
remember to catch the news, read the newspaper these few days okay
cos, you might see me there!
HO HO HO

and don't be shocked when you see these pictures okay,
close your mouth ( i can't even open my mouth, mask! urgh)





can you imagine your legs being so small!
and so what, POINTED? >>>>
im like thinking, if we were back to the oldies,
do you think my most traditional dad will force us to wrap our legs?
lucky, its 2009 now!

IT'S KIND OF WEIRD
because weird things are surfacing

i had this darn bad day today,
all clinics are against me
and ive got to stare at the closed shutters and closed sign for 5 minutes
before im actually satisifed to leave!
hilariousrebeccasohlinghui


once you get to know the truth, the feel is not good
why are things so weirdly planned and things which you wouldn't least expect it to happen will just happen right on your face. how i wish i wouldn't have to experience and get to see it. because it's not nice at all. in fact, it's sour.
1 magmum is not even enough to turn the sourness into sweetness
again.


XOXO
R