HELLO

the sun is a blast yesterday afternoon!
i cabbed down to downtown eat yesterday with the peeps.
it's always just the few of us. this time round, jingxiang joined us!
it was awesome
im really really really burnt to the max.
not enjoying now.
cos my shoulder hurts. i cannot look up. im afraid of wrinkles!
just look at the pictures!

a total of 10 hours without food. and i acc them back to punggol
for bbq of the rest of the food
but to our surprise, the whole place was swipe clean!
the charcoal and everything was gone!
our heart pumps cazily!
god bless us! we discover that it was in one of the locked up room! :D

bbq the food. satisfied the hungry stomachssss
and chatted.
all the different movies and blahblahblah!
how awesome can that be right!

home.
and here im
whole day with my rebecca's laptop
im so going to miss it after internship starts ):
and im going to announce that

rebecca is working in Thomson Road. Candy Floraculture.







check this out!




way back at home!

SPELL F-I-N-I-S-H
im done with my exams for my whole poly life
SPELL Y-E-S
hahahhaa
don't be jealous okay people
you will have your chance, real soon.

although i will lose 6marks for a thing which i cannot remember
but im sure A for this module.
cos i have got confident

AND BLUR QUEEN IS ON ACTION AGAIN
i took the wrong bus la! thus ive got to walk a distance!
lucky 'stripper' in on the phone with me

chopchop finish the paper
chopchop leave the place
chopchop buy prata for vanessa
chopchop go her house!

off to V's house
sing k and drink coke
and bake and drink coke
and eat dinner and drink coke
I KEEP DRINKING COKE OKAY!
calorie!

icing on the cupcakes
and i chopchop went home!


okay, i keep saying pictures up soon.
but i keep using desktop. cos ive lessen my time on using web.
so please be patient with me okay!

grrr, lots and lots of pictures!




XOXO
R


ahchoo

hey people,
I feel so terrible now.
This is like the second time i puked while taking the medication.
Mum insisted that i stop taking that medicine.
I do feel kind of reluctant to do so,
But no choice. The fiery feel in the throat is so uncomfortable.
How am i going to study in this state!

Aw man!

Good night.


Xoxo
R






Thank god, mum's always around<3

scooby scooby doooo!

time to take a break from studying

tmr will be my last paper that im going to take in ngeeann. (finally)
half year later, im going to graduate from ngee ann
once again, im filled with emotions all over again

i remember how badly i want to get away from ngee ann
how badly i want to stop going to school
how badly i want to stop going for classes
how badly i want to tear all the exam papers away
LOOK,
im 165cm now. ( i was like 146cm in primary 6)
so fast right.
im going to have my 3rd graduation ceremony sooooo sooooonnnnnn. ( half year will zoom past!)

thinking back,
actually i do miss ngeeann. because i did have lots of memories there.
screaming in camps
gyming in school gym ( not the usual me!)
having a dragonboater as my best friend
in the same school as my cousin
in the same class as tanhuikai for 7years
know a bunch a great friends. like moon, xianglin, wenwei, chloe, debbie, sherlyn and more ( can't think now, turf management is taking up most of the space!)
had my first boyfriend then
take part in my first taekwondo competition
take part in national day parade and get to know someone
done many stuffs which i never feel that i will ever do
try some lies and stayed in school overnight for stupid events like movie maranthon
visited many places i never thought i have a chance to
on and off to swimming pool area to chat with db friends
tried touch rugby
and in fact i love chemistry now because of a wonderful lecturer!

wow, that is like just part of what i can remember.

okay, done with all the reminiscing
back to turf once again


goodbye.

xoxo
R



somethings are meant to be taken out to rethink about

hello,
What's up everybody!
ard 8plus, i just move my bodeybodey to
Island creamy or something like that with alfred!
Pretty excited. Cos i <3 ice cream
And why not, since im kind
of bored and ice cream makes my eyes go blingbling.
Yayaya! Im suppose to study
Then we drove ard looking at 'palaces' in singapore.
God! all of them are so MAGNIFICENT!
thennnnnn,
We went to Candy Flora.
The place where im going to be buried from next monday onwards.
Andand, newton to have some food. Cos he's hungry.
but i just had coconut! cos im on diet!
last but not least, i drove his car home.
My heart pumps like mad okay.
MADLY.
The clutch doesn't want to be my 'friend' today i guess!

Mmm, am i turning lazy or just lost my skills in driving.!


Xoxo
R

HELLO!
ive got thousand and one pictures that i wanna upload.
but im so packed with stuffs & im lazy to on my lappy
HAHAHA!

friday is home day!
i had facial and i really cannot face anybody then

saturday is JOANNE'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART!
woke up early in the morning and met tingsin to town
to get her present and a very impromtu decision to get her a guest book!
but we can't find one thus we then had a very impromtu decision
we got a board+some fat wooden sticks+some ribbons+some glue
GOTTA SEE THE PICTURE!
and we rush to her house to help her out
and in the night, her bdae celebration
i was running around like mad!
but seriously i had lots of fun.
laughters and camwhore!

AND I DROVE!
AND WE ALMOST HAD AN ACCIDENT! due to my carelessness
SO WE BUY 4D, BUT NO WIN!

after party, is joanne's house!
card game, watch knowing, talks
and ate prata and mee at 5 plus am
and and when i reached home it's 6am plus already!

sunday:
couldn't sleep though,
woke up and study the whole day!
and had jacks' place in the night!
and supper with cousin from malaysia!
woohooo

monday:
study a bit, tv a lot
meet tingsin+sisBEL
and drove to bugis to meet mum and the rest
went iluma and played the catch-the-toy machine
i used $6 and caught a HUMONGOUS PIG!
I CAUGHT IT OKAY!
the ba gu teh shop never open
thus had dinner in prima revoluting restaurant
WOW, THE FOOD IS FANTASTIC!
because tingsin and i ordered.
i totally love to order food okay!
like some da jie da!

lynette came to meet us and off to marina barrage
fly kite
yes, in the night!
kind of cool
and barrage is so so!

tuesday:
finally, 1 paper is down
horticulture engineering is kind of okay
im filled with confident on doing that paper

and now, i just finished watching get smart, typing my fingers away
and totally don't feel like studying AT ALL!



xoxo
r


i want to party the whole day
im so glad, my dream don't come true at times

hello!

okay, i really hate practical class and i hate the sun even more
oh gosh!
i had sooooooooo little sleep the night before
and i woke up at 6.30 today to prepare and attend practical class
in kranji golf course!

when they saw me, they thought i didn't sleep the whole night okay!
ghastly pale and dark rings! ugh

okay, i was wearing like polo t + long sleeve + pants + shoe + cap + no make up at all!
and i was still burnt! wha lauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

i was chengkul-ing the grasses + patching them + filling in sand + standing up and down + squading up and down for almost like 3+ hours!

but lucky okay, my team scored the highest among the 3 grps

MY HANDS ARE LIKE TREMBLING
ME CAN'T FEEL MY HAND JUST NOW. THEY ARE LIKE NUMB! AND STINGY!
OH GOSH!

ME FACE PAINPAIN CAN!



xoxo
R


need south pole! badly

HOHOHO
HELLO EVERYBODY!

today i almost died in the hands of the bus driver
i wonder is it the medicine im taking or is it because im suffering from motion sickness

i puke my stomach out on tuesday in Lot1
cos i was STUPID enough to just take 1 bread and my antibiotics
the feel is EEEK! SAVE ME!
oh, did i mention i ran thru and fro the toilet TWICE?
damn it!
and mum nagged that she should have separated the fish noodle, so that she can share with me
she calls me POISONOUS GIRL NOW! urgh!

so today, i thought me was clever enough to filled myself with fried rice
BUT, again dumb enough to take the med like few hours later i ate
so ya.
rush to school
and motion sickness+the-wanna-puke-feel= i want to dieeeeeeeee

what worst is, my lect told me to get the internship form from the DRAWER!
he didn't want to talk to me at allllll.
i could have took it on friday as well, damn him
he's bias against me nowwwwwwwww. confirm chop chop laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

thennn, my sway-nes didn't end okay
went all the way to civic centre and try to borrow some weed book ( okay, im very last minute person, i love last- minute work! )
BUT, IT'S NOT AVAILABLE IN THE LIBARY AT ALLLLLLLLL!
eeeeeeekkkkkkkkkk
so i try the popular, nope nope

AND THE PERSON TOLD ME THAT IT'S ONLY AVAILABLE IN TAMPINES OR BRAS BRASAH

so bo bian!
weidong and i decided and went alllllllllll the way to tampines
( cos we're craving for the meatballlllssssssss! oh ya, actually he tricked me there! and i got to go cos i badly need the BOOK! )

okay, 40minus ride. and he's damn funny. he thought he got the wrong bus. and he bet that im SO going to kill him. and INDEED i will. but he's lucky enough, we got on the RIGHT bus!

OHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

HE GOT ME A WHITE SWATCH WATCH. WITH HEART SHAPE DESIGN

<3

okay, meatball is damn cheap. $8for15meatballs!+he treat me ice cream!
hahahaha

and i waste some money on some stupid thing
and he nag at me!
we had tonnes of craps
never ending craps!
hahahahahhahaahhahaha.

headed to tampines mall to get the book
+ more craps! hahahaha
he even tempted me to go CLUB with his friends okay ( nonono! even if i know the almost-whole gang! )
hello IM LIK IN SHORTS AND T-SHIRT
AND I NEED TO BE IN KRANJI IN 7.30, MEANS IT'S A WAKEY WAKEY AT 6AMMMMMMM
GOD SAKE!
STUPID WEIDONG!

and due to some stupid deal ( that's what garrick claims ) if i got that deal wrongly,
i got to be his slave for a day! and vice versa!
and i think im so dead!

ERIN, PLEASE TELEPORT ME TO CALIFORNIA AND BRING ME TO DISNEYLAND PLEASE!


alright folks,
time for weeds again


she hopped around the eastside today (:

XOXO
R

tick tock tic tock, that's how the watch goes

goodbye, this place

hello,
ohwell. i finally went to see the doctor again
this time round, it's something worst.
and the name is so plant like okay!
http://www.aocd.org/skin/dermatologic_diseases/pityrosporum_folli.html
check this website out! because i believe a lot of people is undergoing this as well.
yes, this skin allergy is sick and gross!

it's the number 4th day!
and like what i promise, im okay already
totally gotta that out of my mind.
im back to the right me.
i can MULTI TASK AGAIN
thus i feel that's like an achievement!
woohoooo
and i finish a contract in just 1 hour!
SO JJ PLEASE STOP NAGGING AT ME!
hahahhaha

ohyaaaa, JJ gave me a card. and it has some meaningful paragraphs which i want to share. because it's so meaningful! too meaningful, that i almost nod my head off.


IT'S ALRIGHT, IT'S OKAY- ASHLEY TISDALE


XOXO
R

Hello!

im suppose to have ndp part 2
but im just plain lazy to upload the pictures, and recently im addict to msn
like a kind of virus, acting on me!

awwww, so many things happened in these few days
im out of love PLEASE DON'T ASK ME AGAIN BECAUSE IM OKAY ALREADY
im suffering from skin allergy DAMN SERIOUS KIND
im having a hard time settling internship matters HAI
im dying from the bad weather WHAT TO DO?
im dying from explaining things FOREVER!
im dying from answering calls to settle matters! PLEASE STOP RINGING!

HOWEVER
im also happy that xianglin is around to listen to me. accompany me with all the eating sessions
THANKS (;
and please think less worry less!

shunhong, thanks for being there when im crying like mad today
i was really crying my lungs out okay! but i feel so much better now.
THANKS (:

XOXO
R

HELLO,
PICTURES HEAVY

PART 1 FOR TODAY
COS IM GOING OUT
MEETING CHLOE SWEETHEART AND VANESSA + SHE'S BRINGING HER FRIEND NAME CHENGXI! YES, THE ACTOR

alright people, im done with the final presentation of 2modules means 2 is down! and im left with fyp, plant identification, turf mangement exams and horticulture engineering. ahhhhh, i see light. hahaha.
Awman, talking about horticulture engineering, it's taking my soul away. ive lots yet not to be done. Oh woman.

Yesterday, ive got a new inspiration. I was watching this show, artisites are suppose to do volunteering work in rural area. Linda was featured yesterday.
wow, all of that reminds me of the days i had in india. Those bright and urge to learn eyes, those friendly smiles and those warmheartening handshakes. Those are the motivation im looking for. it's not a new lover, it's not a new friend.
It's the need to help others.
Maybe, if i cannot get into uni, i will join a volunteering group and help others in another country.
how fortunate are we. Im going to share my love there.

Xoxo
R

when the days are nearing to the end
all the more i feel like giving up
what is going on
im not like this in the past
i feel so suffocated
where has all my motivation and strength gone to?
where are all my dreams and hopes?
where are all my abilities to push myself further?
ive been taking break in between,
im not like that in the past
i just whine and whine and whine about how difficult it is
but the mood just don't seem to want to overcome that
i-don't-want-to-learn-anymore!
guess im really too sick of everything
once my attachement ends,
im so going for a trip,
out of singapore, out of friends, out of him and out from study!
urgh!
im so going to fight it! stupid plants, see how i chop you tmr on my paper!

hello,

aw woman! im so bored.
im suppose to be studying now
scientific plant name and some stupid memorising of plants charateristics
but im in total no mood can!
urgh!
things are not going well for studies
not going well for relationships
at least, friendship mmmm better compared?

browsing thru some websites,
and i definitely must share this few pictures
diediedie must okay
guys shooo!
you wouldn't know about fashion don't you!

look loook loooook!
the maxi, flowery dresses! with jean jacket
that's like good combination
but mum never allows me to get those dresses
she says, it's not gg to last long laaaaaa.
siannnn

hello,

haiyooo. why must i go to school!
why can't i stay like a baby forever and ever!

do you know my lect is mad!
ive got 4 tests this week
and im done with 2 already
but the worst 2 is at the back!

OH PLEASE, IF ANYONE WANTS TO JOIN MY COURSE AS THEM TO RECONSIDER!
ive got 1 whole list of plants to memorise, all their characterisics!
and another 2o plant names to memorise and spell and remember them
oh please! im soooooooooooooo sick of plants

just like im so sick that my dad keep asking me to be a teacher!
i swear, i will chop all the children up okay!
urghhh

please, someone help me!
i need to breathe

what worst is that, im aching from neck to waist!
arghhhhh



quote:"i can't help myself!"
listen to 'hey stephen by taylor swift'
it's a beauty

hello,

heyy to those that i didn't reply your texts or calls today 5/8/09
i really don't have the mood to touch the phone to answer the phone calls or reply any texts
it's a chore to do so today
listening to the duck squeak is already a very irrtating thing already i guess!
oh btw, that's the tone when a message is there for me to read!

so if you were to scold me mannerless for a 1000 and 1 times i wouldn't care
if you were to bomb me with missed calls i wouldn't care
if you were to just scold me and make me sneeze like mad i wouldn't care!
go go go, continue to do! childish acts!~
hahahaha!

xoxo
r

im listening to 'i want nobody nobody but you' now cannn!
but i still super love their GEE!
i think the beat and rythem is so kicky.

AWESOME, GOD HEARS ME. IT'S RAINING NOW

and -
hahahaha
just 2 day
cos erin says it's gracious and they can check
aw woman!
i don't see them online anyway.

awww, im having common test later.
poject management
how boring!
countdown 4 more hours!

okay okay,
im so fickle minded!


xoxo
r

HAHAHA!
don't be surprise when you click on my link
and it's not the super open blog anymore


i can't stand it anymore.
like everything


hello and goodbye
back to notes AGAIN!

oh well oh well
im so bored and im wasting my sunday not doing any schoolwork
im so tired and sick from it
i feel like quitting school right away can
but i know that will be disatorous!
everybody will boomb me with everything they can think off!


ndp was pretty great yesterday,
minus away the want-to-puke feel.
my aunt says she zoom till my face when i was dancing. oh my god!
hope i don't look stupid can!

i did something damn brave yesterday
though things turn out to be quite awkward ( my feel ) and weird
i just want to prove that im still there
heard some other stuffs though, but deep down im not going to believe.


xx
r

i think till now, i do have a fruitful year.
though things just doesn't seem to be right since last year till now even
but im glad that im going thru something, rather than spending those old boring days
people past people walk
but of all the 10001 and 1 people that walked past you
why are you only getting to know some of them only?
these few days ive grown with knowledge and faith
someone called me one night, and chatted with me on the phone
i was grumbling over some stuffs ( oh well, a lot of stuffs ) and he explained his faith ( life and christ ) to me.
i didn't quite understand and wasn't quite interested at first frankly,
but to agree, his right.

and i actually asked him is it that i don't quite give guys security
i mean in this century, it's not about always guys going over to girls,
girls can go over to guys right
thus girls should also give guys security!
AND HE SAID YES ( mind you, he is just my senior+ friend from hlm but we are kind of close )
he says that people ( or guys ) are attracted to me in some ways,
they might want to know me better, but they will be scare off by the amount of people who talks to me. and he asks me if im attached, he bet that i will still talk to guys on the phone or go out with them right! and i said YES, WHY NOT? i don't understand why we can't have pure opposite sex friends? he claims that guys will get jealous too. i know i know, but if you don't tell me, i wouldn't know right!im so insensitive to all of that! i just want to be nice and friendly to everybody. however that doesn't mean that i cannot be true to my feelings right. and so on. i guess, i really must keep a distance because 2 close girls told me that the first kind of feel i give them is, why am i so flirt! and ouch, that is hurting. but when they get to know me more, they understand that im not those kind. so ya, know me more!

guess what, i was drunk, and that's how i start my august
and i still have the guts to text xl that IM DRUNK
and poom, sleep!
yes, it's kind of embarrassing to say this
but let me tell you, im the good girl outside and wild girl inside okay
after puking twice
i feel so WOW, i cannot feel a thing
no wonder people love to numb themselves with alcohol when they are feeling so damn low
im not going to get dunk again because once it is enough
i feel so comfortable after puking out.
like everything, mentally and emotionally

ezcema is working on me. thus ive got spots all around me.
the feeling is so depressing and terrible
while ive got 3 days mc, i still must go to school and NDP
no choice. siannnn